Heartache, Dissolution and the Miraculous Portal They Are...

Some of you know I have been preparing for a bold and brave adventure for the past 7 months. One that would bring me face to face again with someone who helped me unlock a magical gateway into the unknown and fertilized my life with possibility for years and years after.

To get the back-story, I found myself, years ago, in one of those 'rips in time' sort of spaces, the kind that feels like it was only a dream and impossible to repeat...anywhere again, ever, though I would never stop trying. I met a man who would end up being the measuring stick to which all subsequent relationships would size up to (or not) - (totally unfair to any man who would enter my life for years afterward), and I finally realized that if I was going to get on with my life, I needed to face that unclosed chapter, and close it - (or allow it to magically reopen anew). Once and for all.

Have you ever found yourself in a place where every person is straight out of a story book? Where time stands still except for the cycle of the sun and the moon? Where magical powers are activated in you and truly anything is possible? I did. I feel extraordinarily lucky to have found it, to have shared it with others and to have produced multiple poems and writings based on it which have been like the backbone to my spiritual body for so many years. The clincher is....did these magical moments lift me up, higher, forever more for having experienced them??? Or did they end up crippling me when life could not match their significant heights for years after?

I just returned from a soul-journey to Ireland. It was grueling, intense and ever so important to my life evolution. I knew, going into it, that it could go "either way" - that I could find the man with whom I'd fallen in love with all those years ago, and he would either drop everything to be with me again...when our eyes met and the spark rekindled .... OR - he would show himself to be in an entirely different reality, uninterested, or unready to pursue any sort of reality with me...and I would get to find closure after so many years of wondering.

Closure is an important element. Without it, it is as if soul-pieces remain distributed out into past timelines, inaccessible to the present body/mind. Even more importantly, the soul-piece can leave a portion of the heart out of reach, untouchable and incapable of loving fully. I had awareness of my soul-piece missing, but undervalued its significance and effects on the rest of my life and other relationships. It wasn't until making the commitment to go on this journey and close down this alternate timeline that I began to see just how much of my heart was placed back in time.

Ireland was an opportunity for not only release and relief, but a very powerful journey into the past where I faced all the parts of myself that had clung to the magic, the moments and the memories as foundational structures to my inner reality. When I faced the man with whom I fell in love with years ago, it was more shocking to see him, in his current chosen reality, then perhaps for him to see me. Who knows, he seemed pretty shocked. But for me, I was faced with the reality that people do change, even though their soul-essence may remain the same. People can make so many different choices that their "make-up" shifts to reflect something so far from what had previously been embodied that their physical is near unrecognizable.

For me, I realized I had not changed so much, but only deepened and enhanced the magic and the beauty that I had found in that seed moment years ago. For him, he had tucked such magic away, as a secret place in his heart, and gone on to live contrary to such awareness, embracing practicality and "worldy matters" as somehow "above" and preferable to the portal we had accessed years before.  To face such a reality placed me in the delicate position of release, realizing I had a "break-up" to walk through, where my soul had remembered an extension of our union unended - only suspended til a "future time." The present moment I found myself in had to come to terms with the fact that this reality I had held to was no longer the truth. I found myself sobbing in release and a bit humiliated for holding on so long, but at the same time proud and honored to witness such a pivot point in both of our lives.

The transformation that occurred for him during my time there was one of, what I might call epic proportions. For truly when I arrived, he was lacking any "soul shine" - no luster in his eyes, a sadness, a darkness even in his eyes and on his face. Over the days, the light returned to his eyes, the "sparkle" with each memory recalled. What started as resistance became a gentle opening, shock turned to gladness and sadness even. You see, when I arrived, I had also cosmically "timed" my journey with the end of another one for him. His "girlfriend" of several years broke up with him the day after my arrival without even ever meeting me. It wasn't because of me, you see, it just happened to be what was, and after which his appearance reflected a significant youthening phenomenon.

By the last night in Ireland I thought perhaps we'd rounded a corner. He was looking me in the eyes, memories were joyfully recalled and the idea that I was there during this most pivotal time became topic for query. Yet....he clung to an idea of his need for solidarity, that he was "lone wolf" and not relationship material. Where I could see the magic unfurling itself before my eyes, he held the blinders tighter. Resistance and fear kept him retracting from me, and I was certainly not there to "convince" anyone. Life would have to do its magic, I simply had the chore of adjusting and releasing as fluidly as possible in the midst of total discomfort and foreign territory. Which I did as best I could.

Upon return, I found myself without roommates, who suddenly decided, while I was away, that we no longer aligned in purpose and heart. As dishearteneing and shocking as it was to return to, after such a harrowing adventure, I was relieved as well to know the substance behind the experience I had invested the previous 6-7 months of my life to was less than I had believed it to be.

As a portal into a new reality, heartache and life "dissolution" are supreme - for nothing of the previous can remain, therefore opening doors you never considered prior to the destructuring. I would have never thought of moving forward in the ways I am looking at today had all the events and "losses" of the previous 2 weeks not taken place. In a way, I have been blessed with a cosmic reboot, a chance to begin again and imagine my reality anew. Where before things seemed "known" and drawn out in the manifestation scheme, now they are essentially unknown and fresh for the prospect of new visualizations, new dreams, new possibilities, new imaginings.

The journey I took to Ireland was an actual journey for me which included planes, trains, buses, taxi cabs, mile long walks with heavy bags, meetings with strangers, vulnerable honesty with "long lost" friends and tears of unthinkable measure with people I had never before met. Even though mine was a physical journey, it is not unlike the journey of many at this time. For as we move deeper and deeper into the process myself and others refer to as "Ascension" each one of us is being asked to reclaim our soul, to dig deep into the psyche and pull forward the aspects of self that serve the new creation, and to release that which does not enhance the evolution of that being. Trips must be taken into the relative "past" through tunnels of memory and unclosed doors to reveal the true essence one is able to bring forth and shine with. Some individuals must be purged from our lives, and others, whom we thought were no longer "with us" may suddenly again appear present and ready to move ahead on this journey with us.

It is truly an incredible time.

I could never have predicted, several weeks ago, which direction this train would steer. Where before, I thought the insights of the day could show me what was "in the works" - today, I am quite amazed to see certain "smaller players" in my life - as now taking a more prime role, and "larger figures" disappearing completely. It is a trip indeed.

Though we each may take measures to avoid heartache and the complete dissolution of the reality we have "worked so hard" to create, to preserve it at every turn, sometimes all we need is a brilliant cosmic reboot. Sometimes the "worst" moments of our lives are the perfect forest fire which provide the fertile soil of new beginnings, that which we never knew we always wanted. As long as we can allow ourselves to "go through" the black hole of dissolution completely, to trust the unfolding, to "go with the flow" of the breakdown, we will be led forward into the heart of the new....which we could never have imagined in our previous state.

Though I am still in the dissolution state, and unsure where this new road leads, what is "coming," what reality I am entering at the end of the old, I feel a quiet sense of peace, a trust in the process unlike anything I have previously known. It is like a giant sigh of relief, as if I created all the "madness" just to get to this point....knowing my soul knows better what is being created on the other side. The heartache is still fresh, but having gone through a dissolution of epic proportions multiple times in my life, the landscape is not foreign to me, only varied in its manifestations.

My advice - to both myself and others finding themselves in such a position of perceived 'loss' and release - is to BE IN IT. To Let it Be....and see...see what is perculating under the surface, what is rising to the top...as the cream of these rather "churning" experiences. For truly, the inner life is adamant, at this time especially, to come into full-alignment with the potential that exists within each one of us. There is a force, greater than the external mind, which KNOWS - purely and beautifully what this being is destined for....and is pulled, drawn in the direction of that thing - that expression forever more. And if we are out of alignment with that soul-expression...that infinite miracle of manifestation that WE ARE.....we will cause a "detox" in our reality, so as to purge anything "out of alignment" with that truth. And so here we are.

Though I am grateful, I am still moving through the grief of what feels to be betrayal of life. Though I am, on the one hand, trusting and certain that "a better life and reality is just around the corner" and even in this now - showing its face in my present moment  - I am still processing the "losses" and acknowledging the tears. What I am saying is that it is okay, and even crucial to the journey to not "fake" the happiness. But instead, to be in the mess of it - to swim in the pain and check out all the dark places revealing themselves, without fear or abash.

I chopped my hair up with nail scissors, and I am not in the least bit concerned, in this moment, with how that looks to anyone else. I just had to do it. It gave me a freshness I needed, and it let out a bit of aggression. - - This kind of behavior is healthy to the process of change. I am not yelling at my children or blaming anyone for my pain. Yes, there were circumstances which occurred which felt shady and out of alignment with honest living. I see those for what they are, and at the same time, recognize that it all worked "for me" somehow, in order to allow for the new-life emerging. This I must trust, for I truly believe there to be no accidents in the cosmic unfolding of what is. My "Best Life" is always bursting forth from the ashes of the old. . . yours is too.

In the potency of this Sagittarius full moon - the Moon of my "natural" and most potent sign, I choose to sink into the awareness that are showing themselves, to travel deep into the heart of this Now - and to shoot arrows of intention into the light of my own unfolding. . . my remembering, that is moment is all there is - and THIS TOO IS BLISS - - as odd as it may seem, as uncomfortable as it sometimes is....what is magnificent is that Love is still doing its best to BURST through the seams of this eternal moment. My children are bright lights - with beautiful smiles and pure hearts which warm me up and remind me of what is important. Friendships abound, help is on every turn. Genuine hearts exist around me, and I have created a life that is forever blossoming with Love and Miracles - for that I am grateful.

Life does its best to sort out that which is not "your best game" - if you don''t recognize it and do it yourself. Sometimes it is a bit shocking, other times it is no surprise, just screwy timing.

This month, I am diving into the new reality, that is my highest aligned expression yet. . . even though I don't know completely what it is yet - - I do sense art in it....I do sense creativity, music, colors and love. I don't need a romance with a person to fall in love with the Holy Moment unfolding through life with me and my boys. . . Rather, a romance with Life is afoot...unlike I have never known. For that -  - I say thank you heartache, thank you Ireland, thank you abandonment, thank you disillusionment, thank you tears, thank you darkness, thank you friendships dissolving and love unmet, thank you new vision, thank you innocence, thank you possibility, and thank you to the great Unknown.

Thank you - to my readers - for making it this far....and for the unique facet of unfolding reality that YOU ARE. . . and how your life, inevitably overlaps with mine, even in essence. So, for whatever you "get" out of reading this...and whatever magic flows your way....May you be surprised by the miraculous unfolding of Your Life....and may the Next Level - of your Amazingness reveal itself to you This Full Moon - - -This day, and a little bit more every day...

Love & Blissings,
Stasia

What is Karma and Why is it Time to Let it Go?

What is Karma?

Some say Karma is "cause" and "effect" - as in the effects of our actions. Though that used to be the most accurate way of describing the process of  "bad" or "good" "carry-over" from past actions and choices, Karma - to me now - is either "conscious" or "unconscious" - not "bad" and "good," period.

Karma used to be that which kept humanity on the wheel of reincarnation. It is what prompted the cycles of life and death. Karma used to be the result of carrying stories and "trapped emotions" over from one lifetime to another and the passing of generational patterns and stories to our children. As we move into a higher vibrational reality, and as the Earth transforms, we are now ready to transcend the patterns of karma and "trapped emotions" as part of the Ascension cycle and the birthing of the New Earth.

Many of you know that the work I have been doing has boiled itself down, most recently to "karmic-relief" and even the Rings of Saturn Mystery School my roommates and I founded is all about the release of Karma. The release of karma feels so pertinent right now as we move through the frequency upgrades and manifest a world that works for all. Unconscious Karma must be relinquished and let go in order to free ourselves from the stories of the past and the blockers that kept us from realizing the truth of who we truly are.

Karma - when consciously enacted - simply means "doing good for all" and this is NOT the karma I am talking about releasing. However, for all intents and purposes, most "karma" people are working through has been unconscious. These are the patterns, thoughts, behaviors and cyclical, lifetime repetitions that you and I are gratefully ready to transcend, and it is THIS Karma that I am here to help release, as a practitioner, and as one of the founders of Rings of Saturn Mystery School.

If you are familiar with astrology, you would know that Saturn is the planet of karma. In Vedic tradition, Saturn is a difficult god who tests humankind and gives the "challenging" gifts of each incarnation. Most were taught to fear Saturn, as it was known that his weight was heavy and often gifts were unwanted. He cared not for the state of a soul in the current condition, he was only there to deliver the "fair" distribution of one's personal and family karma for the working out of the impressions of time.

Saturn has largely been tied to time - even Saturn himself was known as "Father Time"...but as we move through the Ascension process and transcend, even time itself, moving further and further into timelessness, it is essential to release the binds of Saturn in order to experience the self as it is truly meant to be - pure and unencumbered by the stains of the past.

Now more than ever, we are NOT our past, we are NOT our ancestors. We are not our past lives. Even though we may bring forward gifts and awarenesses from previous lifetimes and insights from the past, into our DNA for expression and embodiment now, we no longer must "play out" the dysfunctions and lost life-lessons, trapped emotions and traumas of our past or our ancestors pasts.

The most recent offering that has come through to assist the body in releasing karma, beyond the emotional clearing work I have been doing is the Yoga Ascend program. When it was coming in it became very clear that this yoga was all about the release of karma in the body. It helps the practitioner to easily embody what the solar system has been trying to teach us, and then to transcend even that. In Yoga Ascend, you BECOME the solar system, you embody the signs of astrology in order to rise above it and literally "break the chains of Saturn" and its influence on our lives.

I am so excited to feel the potency of this yoga. At first it felt to be for current yoga teachers only, just because I felt it might be important to already have experience and a basis for teaching yoga, but it is becoming more clear to me that anyone can take this training and teach this yoga, but you must have a current spiritual practice, you must already know you are a spiritual being, that your kundalini is awakened and that you are ascending, in order to utilize and share the powerful insights coming through this practice.

Karma is being cleared for the whole, through EACH person doing the work themselves. As I do karmic clearing work with clients, I am more and more aware of the effects on the world grid, the release that is happening for everyone, and the importance of continuing to "peel the layers" and get to the core in humanity, by getting personally to the core, myself - and with those I am closest with.

The spider web is tightening up, the web of community that links all of us together is strengthening and drawing those of us together who are in the same playing field, working similar layers of the ascension. I truly feel the embodiment of the Yoga Ascend practice is a vital piece for planetary ascension, even though I know it is NOT necessary for everyone to do it - when enough people do, I can see how it will flip the solar system to one that is beyond what we can currently see or comprehend. My mentor, Almine, has already offered a vision of what that looks like, to have a solar system and planetary system beyond the familiar, but now I can see it too....and it can only be realized when we break up with karma and start copulating with our true authentic selves in the reality of our own making.

We are Divine.

We are Gods and Goddesses in the flesh.

I recently had the awareness that we are ALREADY in our Merkabahs, navigating the solar system. Money is already not necessary to "try to receive" or "manifest" - all we need do it get on our paths and come together with like-minds and co-create with love and willingness to share. The New Earth is beneath our feet and we will see what we are doing when we let go of separation consciousness and really know Oneness.

The presidential elections are a distraction to the true reality unfolding right now. Let it be known that this one little "side-reality" is very telling of who is going to step fully into the New Earth right now, and who will "stay behind" to dance with the 3D masses as they play out the fear-game to its ends.

In the New Earth, all is Sovereign, all is Autonomous. It is beyond Interdependency where the lowest common denominator rules and decides where the energy goes...for in Sovereignty, the most aware will inspire and pull the others up, with Grace.

Karma is to be released now. It is no longer necessary to anchor in the dream, we have surpassed the layers where it was needed to create density, to drop us into our bodies completely. We are Ascending, time to lighten the load.

Take inventory of what you can "do without" - people, "stuff," emotions, memories, etc....and clean house - figuratively and literally.  Look at your home, your town, your job - are you doing what you LOVE?? Are you living in alignment with your personal YES?? If not, you may be playing into old karma telling you you had to make a certain amount to be "good enough" or live a certain way to "fit in" - but the truth is....that isn't the truth at all.

When I realized this for myself I was living in the city, paying more than I needed for a size of house I didn't even desire. In the instant I realized I was out of alignment and personal integrity with the living situation I was in, I made the change...the "how's" worked out automatically, because we are now in the time of "instant manifestation" if you are living your truth.

Karma will only bite you if you insist on playing out the dramas and avoiding your truth. Karma will only keep you looping if you continue to buy into limitation and old belief systems of defeat and poverty.

It is time to break the wheel, break the chains, cut the cords, release the stories and STEP out of Karma and into the new world of Authentic Bliss and Oneness.

It is a magical place in the new world.....and magic does not conform to reason or logic....it is a reality of your joy and co-creation with others. Let's do this thing.

I love you.

We are One.

In my realization, so do you realize. In your awakening, so do I awake.

We are doing this together, unknotting the chain. Unwinding the DNA, undoing the tale that has been.

What will you experience?

You are the navigator.

~~ Bliss in the House through this journey,

Love,
Stasia
www.blissinthehouse.com
Rings of Saturn Mystery School
Break the Chains of Karma

Step Aside and Let Your Higher Self Lead Now...

As we get deeper into this year and the energy flooding into each one of our bodies and psyches it is important to remember that the shifts taking place are happening...based on our intentions, requests and heart....and that though it seems to have taken "a long time" for those things to be activated and start moving....that they ARE moving now...the energies are mobilizing and we need to be cautions and vigilant so as to not "block" or "get in the way" of the process now moving in and through our lives - sweeping out and away all that is IN THE WAY of our highest expression on its way IN.

No, this time is NOT like any other time any of us have ever experienced previously. Never has the world been in this here and now position, Never have the planetary and cosmic energies been attuned to the current frequencies. Never has your body been as willing and ready to shift as now. Never has the "field" of the collective been flooded with so much supportive energy from "beyond" to assist in the current changes - both within and in the world. Never before have the emotional bodies been perched to cleanse, purify and release as now.

It is a beautiful time of awakening - everywhere - across the board...and YOU are NO exception.

So...if you feel like it is a LOT - - -well, comparatively speaking, it IS a lot. Because now, everyone, at some level, is doing this. For the CEO on Wallstreet, the shifts that are happening in his/her being are perhaps more subtle so as to allow for a smoother transition into a life where they can accept that this reality they have been engaged in is not in support of their - or anyone's life. For the lightworker, having worked on themselves for decades (and eons) the shifts are rapid, headaches may be common, sleeping, necessary, and juggling - a necessity - as they/we are being prepared to "hold open the veil" for those who will come with the "what in the hell is going on vibe" as the energies continue to increase.

This year is NOT about to slow down. So it is important to get your footing. Find where you can stand with comfort and a shred of security....and surf from there. For many, on the literal "edge" of reality unfolding - the comfort is found in the fold of the changes....in the transformational tide - if you will.... the best work will be found in the ability to constantly morph, with ease, for those around you. The most  adjustments in the shortest amount of time - made to look smooth and with "no problem" will encourage those considering change. If you are "skilled" at transition - - you may be asked to heap it on and take a big dose for the team.

Miracles are ramping up. The "impossible" is landing in reach for those who are brave enough to claim its reality as the new "norm." For sure - those finding themselves in the "twin flame" experience - and helping those in this experience - (who have likely already walked through that portal) are most familiar with the miracle grid. Surrender, trust and heart-opening humility, love and vulnerability are needed for this miracle vibration to show itself to you as the path of the Master.

The best advice I see is to "step aside and let the higher self lead." You have been prepping for this moment for all of time. This is WHY you are here ---- for the NOW that you are IN. Without the aid of the "human, ego-mind" you can surf the miraculous with no problem....so just keep "getting yourself out of the way" and by that I  mean - - worries, practicality, the "how's" and all the nitty gritty details....these things are tools of the lower mind to devise blocks in order to slow down the miraculous to the dense  reality of 3D existence. If you want to ride the vibe in 5D and higher....those things are going to have to take a backseat and do some madlibs on "density in the previous age." No longer can these qualities drive....otherwise, you will find yourself pulling back into the garage of yesterday's truths ---- a HUGE barrier to Ascension right now.

As the Red Kachina (see previous post) draws - magnetically - all the karmic and emotional baggage to the surface...everything you see, hear and experience will pull to your consciousness - an experience/memory of something ready to transform. If you see someone going through a particular experience, making a certain choice - and you feel "triggered" so as to want to give advice, or "caution" - - just KNOW that this is YOURS ....you got this. These things are at surface level and NEED release. Thank that person for the opportunity to release. But by ALL MEANS - do not GIVE your memory to them as a Karmic Gift. No.

We no longer need burden others with our Karmic Past. It is time to encourage, Love, be inspired by and hold in the highest YES - each one of our brother's and sisters....this is the time for each spirit to Soar. Our biggest evolution will occur when we can set aside our inner trigger - for personal processing - and cheer on our family - - - light-family, soul-group, Facebook family, blood family, etc.  and surrender the need to lecture, caution and advise. This is ONLY beneficial if someone comes to you and specifically ASKS for your insights. Specifically Inquires with you for support....because if this occurs - their inner self KNOWs that you have a message for them And in this BOTH of you will find healing and release.

Is that clear?

Time to be each other's BIGGEST  Cheerleaders. Set aside the personal agenda.
For ONE Of us to succeed is for ALL of us to succeed.
For One of us to find LOVE - is for ALL to find Love.

Your bigger awareness ALREADY knows this...which is why the advice to let the higher self Lead.
You got this.
We do.

Bliss is in the air. Breathe it in.

Stasia
Learn to Live Karma-Free ~ Rings of Saturn Mystery School Now Enrolling
www.blissinthehouse.com

The Ascension ~ What's Happening ~ What to Expect....

Greetings my family.  We are in it now.

For many of us, we have been waiting and preparing for decades and eons, it seems. For others, you are just getting onto your spiritual path, and the energy is high, the wake-up is nearing "immediate" and still for others, you have been wobbling, shifting and transitioning for some time and wondering when you are ever going to "make it over this hump.?"  I'll tell you ~~ we are IN it. The time is now. The only thing holding anyone back now is an element of self-doubt, lack of self-love or clinging to old wounds as an identifying factor.

As we let go of old pictures of ourselves, and truly turn to self-love, self-acceptance, self-nurturing, self-appreciation...and with this - find gratitude for ALL that is good and beautiful in life - a portal to not only healing, but transcendence in its purest sense begins to open. It has never felt more clear...that we are in the midst of a major paradigm shift - for one and all.

The Hopi's prophecy of the Blue and Red Kachina is playing out in the heavens pointing to a time of grand purification. This has been foreshadowed, for me, by the Emotion Code (and beyond) work I have been doing this year. For the Red Kachina/Planet, which has been making itself known in the heavens, and which some are referring to as Nibiru, is part of a binary system, along with the Blue planet/light which has also been visible to some in the sky as of late (some say part of the Sirius star system). They are an electro-magnetic system...the magnetics found in the Red planet, acting like a giant magnet over the planet....pulling toxins, negative emotions/beliefs and so forth out of the body. It is crazy, because, in case you haven't been following my work, the Emotion Code and emotional clearing work I have been doing is also animated and completed by use of a magnet over the governing meridian of the body - in order to clear emotions from the energy field.

So, of course this all makes total sense to me...first I see it in the microcosm, and then it plays out in the macro. In the greatest sense, we are experiencing a collective clearing...a purification of the All. Last night I was in deep meditation and I became acutely aware that the force behind what used to be the "negative powers" of the illusion - are no more. They are literally like the skeleton of a set that was once animated, but have lost their life force. I felt how it was only, literally, a matter of time before those structures crumble...like props set up for a play that is over, and the curtain itself is coming down.

Rather than feel concern or panic over the imminent "collapse" - as one might call it - of "life as we know it" - it felt completely peaceful, ordered, and full of love. I could sense Mother Earth in the process of deep regeneration, literally crystallizing wounds, filling gaps, swallowing garbage, recycling disarray, and the sense I got was - - - we live on a self-healing organism...who is in the process of self-healing. And that WE TOO are self-healing, by our very nature....and, if undisturbed by doubt, fear and worry, our beings self-heal too....and even quicker now - as we surrender to the ascension energies coming in - the purification process which will literally - and IS literally - pulling out the blocks and blinders....so all may be revealed.

The HEART of the MATTER....and the heart of matter is being Revealed - Dis-Covered...for all to see.

So many beautiful signs and symbols....as I personally feel an inner soul calling to reunite with a twin...I see that the Earth, too, has a twin, which has been rediscovered, and the sun as well...and that the blue and red planets are twins...and there is so much about the "returning of the twin" on so many levels, it is cosmic.

What a time we live in.

Even the beings of the inner earth are calling for awareness to be brought to them. The awareness that we have lived in a linear-based reality, when in fact, the universe is far from linear. An Atlantian calendar has made itself known to me once again, which shows, not only a cyclical 13 month calendar, but one which maps out 5 magical, etheric "days out of time" where ceremony performed on these days effects reality in a much more potent way. The calendar also relates directly to time travel...and it suddenly makes so much sense to me.

Before I go too deeply into this subject, I will just mention the body's Merkaba field as an important field, if you are not already working with and aware of, to get aware of and work with. To know that your Merkaba is not only 2 pyramids surrounding your form, linking you up to the earth and solar system, but has been upgraded to two triple-pyramids - which together make up a third. This is called the God-Merkaba...Almine has information on this Merkaba Here.

By working with this Merkaba, you can begin aligning more fully with Source and your own powers of divine manifestation - when aligned with Divine Mind. It is incredible how much things speed up when you do this. It also activates the God-hormones in the body, so that those who have been living in the guise of "human" form, but who are really "system-busters" here in disguise, in order to raise the vibration of the planet and assist in the ascension, can begin to vibrate at their true frequency again...that of god-beings.

It has been a confusing time, perhaps, for many who would call themselves "lightworkers" - for you have been truly so much more. Truly your very DNA was woven in to the matrix of humanity as a light stream of remembrance to allow for a purification and Jump-start to the ascension process of humanity. Your DNA is Divine, though you opted to pick-up the karmic debris for not only your chosen family-line, but for the ALL...as a Soul-group entity. Therefore, your life may have seemed extra difficult, full of pain or traumatic.

Thank you for your work.

You are now released from your karmic duty. You may now unwind your DNA from that of humanity and assume your rightful place in the blueprint of light. That which weaves with others of the same mission as you. Twin Flames and Soul-Mate families are uniting...part of the reason for this is to activate the God-DNA grids on earth - so that those with Ascension information can start leading with new awarenesses embedded in these codes.

It is an intense time of incoming purification waves. The best thing you can do to navigate this time is to NOT hold on too tightly to anything. Not any thoughts, emotions, outcomes, "stuff" or job, person, etc. Self-Nurture and time in Nature is KEY. As reality reverses from the old manifestation of backwards/upsidedown illusion, to the rightside-up, forward facing reality of Oneness...there may be a bit of discomfort and even resistance, so long has the "madness" been a part of the "norm."

To navigate with ease, release - right now - the old stories of limitation. Wake up a fresh. Do something "out of the norm" - take a risk, do something bold. Change your energetic signature by reaching out in new ways. Feel yourself different. Be open to how.

We are in a process of breaking Karma.

The solar system we know now has been ruled by Karma - Saturn is the astrological representative for this energy. Saturn represents Karma - and the rings of Saturn are the binding force - the container for this star system. We each have been playing out our karmic roles as determined and reflected in the solar system heavenly body dancers and their energies. But as we embody the qualities of the spheres and "break karma" we will then be released from this illusion...from this star system, and be free to behold an entirely different sky -- which seers have spoken of, and prophesied of, but only few have as yet seen. One with different planets and possibly two suns....

To support the release of karma, along with The Ascension Team -with whom I currently work - we are creating a Mystery School complete with classes and modalities to work with the new energies an help individuals release karma and begin to live a karma-free life. More to come on this exciting development.

To say one more thing about the Atlantean calendar is to bring attention to the awareness that we are each living clocks... we are the portal, every moment, into a new reality of our choosing, if we are aligned with Source and the work of the highest good for all. Let us not forget that we were called to this earth mission - at this time of ascension. We are powerful and potent forces for change. It has been the intent of those who would stop this process that we forget our worth, that we question our value, that we would identify ourselves with the DNA we came here to infuse with light. We are NOT those emotions. We are beyond them...they were an interesting part of the game we came to work through on our course toward global and cosmic ascension. The time is now to remember who we are and to activate our highest potentiality.

We are here to change the planet. And it's go time.

I love you all. This is a beautiful time to thrive. <3

To Bliss in your house like it is in mine...

Love,
Stasia
www.blissinthehouse.com

Fear, Magic and the Journey of Us All ~ A Deeper Look at the Reunion Story

Clients often ask me when their healing work is going to be done? How many sessions is it going to take- For example? Others, who are a little more aware of the layers of "stuff" in their being, tell me, instead: "This could go on forever"... Transformation is a never ending process. True. But you can reach a new plateau - and then another one - and then another one - and you know what? The views and experiential deliciousness of each layer gets increasingly yummier the deeper you go. Truth.

Yes, we are always evolving, always transforming, shedding the "old" remembering more about the truth of who we are...when you really think about it - it is the most incredible process to be engaged in. The grand and eternal treasure hunt that continually reveals more talents, gifts and beautiful things within as the seeker continues to surrender to AND engage in the process.

That's the trick.

Surrender AND engage.

It can't just be surrender.

It can't just be engage.

Both are necessary if empowerment and true evolutionary magnificence is going to be attained (or at least experienced to a more powerful degree than you can dream - now). And believe me, if you can dream it - it's possible of showing right up in your back yard and blowing your ever prepared, fertile, yet sometimes naive, mind.

Perhaps the "old way" - the old "spiritual way," that is, is to surrender. Choose what you want to manifest - and then just "give it to God." I feel like this has been the methodology many people have been engaged in with the whole law of attraction game, and similar "manifestation methods. "Just put in your order to the cosmos, and then be patient, wait, watch, expect, until it shows up."

I suppose sometimes it does work this way. Or it has, it seems, for many.  But I feel there is a crucial element to this puzzle which has not been validated nearly enough. . . especially in the shift from a more "practical" to a more "spiritual" existence....and that is the ACTIVITY part. Taking Action.

Now yes, sometimes the action needs to be letting go. But many times, and more and more, it seems, what needs to happen to "set the wheels in motion" for a lot of folks, is to DO SOMETHING in the direction of your dreams, and then watch the universe take that active energy, that SHAKTI - and move it into the magnetism, bringing the thing you are aligned with toward you.

Recently, some of you know, I have decided to put energy in the direction of reconnecting with a man I fell in love with, going on 13 years ago now. I haven't heard from him in 4 years. We haven't seen each other since that fateful day I said goodbye and "let's finish this later....it isn't time" on the beach of India when I was 29.  I'm 42 now.

A few weeks ago I told my roommates about this man I still held in my heart. It was days before my birthday. They are fantastic individuals and spiritual masters, in my opinion (and you will find I have a somewhat flexible interpretation of that). Basically, they are a conscious couple who do the work, and get through their shit. They do a fabulous job. I am honored to be in their company. Anyway, I was sharing this experience, of this man, all this time ago, and I started to cry. They saw through what I was saying to the experience itself. They were there with me. And like great friends do, they told me I have to go after this dream, to realize it - I have to find him.

Now sure, like all dreams, we have a part of us - ready to go for it - ready to actualize, wanting to see the reality of it. But if was easy, and we held no reserves, we'd have it - and it wouldn't be a dream. The very nature of our dreams is that we somehow feel they are a bit unreachable, or that it will take some big shifts for us to attain them. It's a stretch. And that's great. Good dreams DO stretch us, and in the process, make us the vibrational match of the thing we are reaching for - until we are looking at it - straight in the eyes. And poof! The dream is manifest.

That's the key though - - - making ourselves the VIBRATIONAL MATCH of the thing we desire.

Everything is vibration, after all. Everything.

So, if we don't have something in our reality now, that we would like to, it is because we do not, in our current state, match the vibration of that thing. Until we make a shift, and change the things in ourselves and our immediate environment that are out of harmony with that "thing," we will not see that thing or person.

I feel like I have known this truth for sometime, and even experienced its validity in various capacities at various stages of my life with multiple things I have wanted to manifest. I have seen it with houses and watched myself receive the amazing place by believing myself there. (I have also watched myself fail at this - when I have reached "beyond" my capacity to co-create.) ~ in those cases, I did not prepare myself for receiving the thing I "went for" and so therefore, I would not have been ready for it - and so it did not "come."

In the realm of relationships, I have also seen the magic of making yourself a vibrational match. Even to the point of starting to have conversations with the illusive "beloved" before they arrived, which prepared me and allowed me to "pull in the one" of the vibrational frequency I was holding. Sometimes, this has been a bit of a frightening process in the past. Having decided ahead of time that I would like to manifest a man with "A," "B" and "C" qualities who would x,y, and z with me. . . did not end up the way I would have imagined. For when the "man of my desires" showed up, and he did IN FACT have A, B, and C and he was ready and willing to x, y, and z with me - - I became a bit frightened and even repelled by one who would "fill my every desire" in such a way.

Relationships should be more fluid, and full of delightful surprises.

They should challenge you, but make you so desirous of "making up" that you will humble yourself beyond your current state to "save" the union and become better for it.

Relationships - in my opinion - should, in their greatest expression, inspire you into your best, authentic, empowered version of self. Not through fighting against the currents, but by the upliftment of the other and the reflection of authenticity shining through them.

So, I agreed, I had to find this man. I have thought this multiple times over the years, but never really felt like I had the support system to see me through the process. (it is a process, for sure!) Back-up was brought in by my other roommate, who pretty much required me to get on-line immediately, set up a crowd-fund, look at flights and get myself out of the country as soon as possible!  I needed the kick! I needed to feel the urgency in his words in the same way I felt them in my own heart.

So, I did it - I made the crowd-fund. My guts were in knots and all manner of fiery nervousness filled my being as I prepared to hit the button and make it "live."  Now people were going to know! They were going to know about my most private, deepest heart's desire. They were going to see me - right in my wounded space. I had invited them to. I had opened the doors to my long-aching heart, and I had invited my entire Facebook friends list, along with a variety of email exchangers, to SEE my HEART. And to see my heart in this condition...

Now, what in the world was I thinking???

I had hidden this secret from the world for 13 years. I had felt silly, undeserving, stupid -even - for not going to find him yet, in all this time. I wondered if I had lost my chance, if he would even want me, if he had gone on - and how I would be a fool for having put my faith and heart and energy into finding him -- and NOW - I had done it LIVE for everyone I knew to behold.

Wow. I must have been crazy. I must BE crazy.

I am crazy, yes, afterall...(anyone who knows me can testify...;-) But truely, Crazy in the sense that I won't be told what to do - that I will be constantly inspired beyond boundaries and that I am sure - that no matter what the "system" says, or other people's opinion shout back at me, I WILL listen to my heart and "do my own thing" and believe what I want to about everything. Because I can.

So, here I had done it - put my heart out in the public like never before. Sure, I've done other crazy things - I am sure people are getting used to it. I invited a bunch of people, once, to a wedding I was going to have after only a couple of weeks of knowing the guy. I did. I thought it was true love, I thought it was magic. But after the first 2 weeks, other things began to reveal themselves, and I quickly discovered that I was not ready to go down the path this man held open for me. Perhaps it was the deep knowing that someone else held my inner key. I resisted the flow, and I opted out of the situation. Cancelled the wedding. It seemed like no big deal. But perhaps for the on-looker, it was. Maybe it reduced my "credibility" or ability to inspire, but so it was.

Another time, more closely related to this one - I decided to go to Ireland...I really felt drawn to the island. I did. And secretly, yes secretly, I wanted to find this man. I really did. But I couldn't talk about it. I couldn't shout it out. Something in me was embarrassed, or unsure, or unable to see how I would even pull it off. My oldest son was 4 at the time, and I thought I would just take him with me. We would travel the countryside and see the castles. It sounded really good. I had good intentions. I went through the steps to get him a passport. I thought I was moving steadily in the direction of my dreams.  But then a friend intersected. He was interested in my journey. He had a lot of money and he had a friend he wanted to send to Ireland as a gift. He offered to pay for my trip if I would allow this man to come along. It seemed benign enough, and well, in my head, it was a "win/win." He would give his gift, and I would get a trip out of it.

Oh, the complications that can arise when giving someone else control over your dreams!

As time progressed, soon my friend wanted to come along too. He said he wouldn't interfere with my trip. He was excited to see the country too, and maybe his friend would be more comfortable with him there. One thing led to another, and suddenly, my friend had taken over the trip. He wanted to invite others...and it seemed all fine and good, I mean, I could still have my trip, find my man, while everyone else did their thing...right?

Before long, it became "my friend's trip"... and Ireland was going to be too cold in October (when I was planning to leave). He quite suddenly, rerouted the whole thing to Australia....and then the whole thing blew up. 10, then 12, then 15 people were going, (my friend was very rich, you see). He was going to book yacht tours, and sailboat adventures, and on and on and on. Oh, the naivety of my mind at that time! Before long, (but not before I had moved out of my home, packed my belongings and my son's belongings into suitcases, prepped myself to leave and was staying in the temporary back house of my friend's place preparing for tickets to be run so we could get on a plane)...the trip cancelled.

Yep. He dropped the ball.

It all became "too much for him." He was sick, after all....pretty sick. It was why he wanted to send his friend off with me, from the beginning. He was getting near the end of his life, and he wanted to give him a gift. The excitement got the best of him, and he thought he could handle one more big "shabang" before he left the earth-plane....but alas, as it grew nearer, he found he could not.  Tage and I were mere casualties. The other young men who were going to score the adventure of their lives, all got a great education and went on to have their own adventures. Of course I understood his plight,,,sort of. but what of my journey? What of my dream?

Tage and I went to ground zero.

Right after the "going away" party.

Harsh.

Yep. It happened. and hey, it might be why I have many of those I love "standing in the sidelines" waiting to see if "this is really going to happen" before they decide to support me with donations. It's understandable, I can fully see why they might hesitate. Why they may have lost faith in me. Why they might question me...now, as I make the proclamation and ask for backing. I can totally see. And I don't blame them.

But here is the difference....and here is the beauty of where I am now.

Life has delivered me some pretty incredibly daunting and grueling tasks and experiences for some time - - but it was not without being deserving of them. It was not without karmic need for their occurrences in order to bring me to where I am today - where I can even look down the barrel of this dream with full trust, with ultimate knowing and say "yes."

This time, I have so much failure on my side, you see, .... so many times that I did not do it. I did not follow through, I did not succeed. So many heart breaks, so many shattered illusions. And this is the KEY everybody. I broke myself down until there was literally nothing left to lose. No more could my heart go back into shape and beg to be broken again through tantalizing romances and good looking suitors. No long could I lunge for things I didn't have the follow-through for, because I have run out of those particular ways in which to try - with reservation.   I ran out of reservation.

I RAN OUT OF RESERVATION.

           I RAN OUT OF RESISTANCE.

                         I RAN OUT OF THE FEAR OF SUCCESS.

                                                I RAN OUT OF MY RUNNING AWAY ABILITY.

Finally, today, I find myself in the complete and utter inner "yes" ~ like I have never before experienced. It is the reason why I feel so confident and right and in alignment with this decision. I am confident in myself. I am sure of my heart, I know what we experienced (he and I) when we were together. It was purely otherworldly.  It was telepathically advanced. It was tantrically masterful - from the get-go. And I was an amateur just needing to wake up and remember who I am.

And I have - - at least enough that I am ready to go forward.

Many of you have heard my story and have offered me very great realistic advice. Though, I am not a realist. Many of you have queried as to whether I have contact with this man and if I know where he is or what he is doing. And to them I have answered - that I know I have this overwhelmingly huge pull in my mind, body and soul to see him again. That it is time, that if he is still the man I knew then, that he feels it too. I can say that my telepathy is increasing again, my psychic abilities are opening back up to the place they were when we were together...I feel his have surpassed that time, and mine are speeding up.  Just as with men I have drawn in in the past, who I did NOT know ahead of time - but would talk to prior to their arrival (which always worked) - this man and I are carrying on daily conversation...and moving through so much of the hurt and experiences of the times we have been apart. . . and all this before even a flesh meeting.  This is where the psychic mind has gone.

I have to say, if I had been shown, even 3 weeks ago, what I know today to be happening in my reality by preparing for this reunion, I would have been in disbelief. But I am watching magic happen. I am living in the place of miracles yet again...like the portal that I KNOW opened for us in India years ago - is opening again...that place that only felt like the pages of a storybook.

You know, I never thought I could tell the tale without writing it as fiction. It was such a stretch for even my mind then, when it happened....and that is why I left the mind behind in order to jump into it in the first place, and experience the kind of magic most only read about.

Today, I am watching, amazed, as the days go by and the synchronicities increase. My psychic mind is being tuned and I am literally watching my home transform before my eyes into a place that reminds me of where I lived in India in those days. Literally, even the physical space is rearranging to match the vibration I am holding and bringing through. This is how it works.

Every day I am sitting in recognition of the space. I am working out the blocks that kept me from this man, all these years - all the other relationships, my personal guilt for having walked away, my history of non-commitment. I am facing all the fears, all the hopes, all the discouragement and personal disempowerment which has accompanied me over the years, though I feigned having myself so much together most of the time.

I am still, as the days go on, facing more and more words of "realistic expectations" from many who have called themselves my friends. It is not that I do not hear what they are saying, when they ask if I know where he is, or offer the option that maybe this man has another life or family or whatever else that could keep me from "realizing my dream." I hear the disbelief behind their words, not necessarily for my situation, but for themselves. I am hearing how so many of us lack the confidence in ourselves, not to "see if it could be" and go for it - - - but to KNOW IT IS - and realize it.

This is the place I am finding myself resonating with. The knowing. The window into the moment of feeling the YES so strong that it breaks the need for talking, for thinking, for any place to exist besides the one before my eyes.

What I am wanting to emphasize by writing this blog today, is that the power of manifestation and realization lies within each one of us...but it is the self-care, self-love and self-belief that allows us to align with the vibrational match of success we desire.

If we doubt, have fear, hold space for a "lower reality to be," or give ourselves an "out" for fear of

failure - - we are creating the very thing we do not want. So I say, to all of you who have a dream, whether it is a love you "lost" years ago - that you still feel connected with, or an experience you know is waiting for you, or whatever it is....a trip, a degree, an admittance of love....prepare yourself to receive this thing. Give praise for its arrival, move through all the worries in a healthy way, the same way you would prepare your house for guests. Clean the corners of your mind, of your heart. Get out all the cobwebs of regret, of fear, of blame. Find the "bottom" within - - - the place you let a  part of you land when you first walked away from your dream....for surely there is a piece of your heart and soul still there - waiting to be retrieved.

And as you do this....as you uncover the treasures that you hid from yourself when you ran from your dream....you will find the YOU that was buried along with the treasures....and it will not be scary, but amazing and fun and like the best homecoming of your life.  The greatest part about this - probably for you too - but since I can only really speak for myself, I say this - - Now that it has been 13 years, and I am uncovering the me that was buried....I am seeing all my gifts have been refined, all my joy, deeper, all my knowing, more pure. I am seeing with new/old eyes - I am in deeper love with myself than ever before and it is beautiful in every way.

I don't want to scare the skeptics, or cause for anyone to project pity on me or doubt...but I want to proclaim to my highest conscious self, that I know this is happening. I know this reunion is nigh. I can feel it in every cell of my being. I hear him, I see him in my vision.

What I hope this journey of mine does for you - is give hope - hope in the magic....I hope a knowing, that is innate, but so often lost, that life is magical, that transcendent things happen - - occurs for you.  In fact, I call upon Hope and Knowing, my personal muse, on behalf of all beings. That today may be the day that you believe in your dreams again...that you believe in magic, and that you allow it back into not only your heart and your life, but the world.

The world is a magical place....for sure. Hidden Kingdoms exist just awaiting our remembrance of them...awaiting our acknowledgment and our appreciation. But we cannot see them, or experience their magic without discarding our doubts and fears. We must believe again....like we did as a child. And if our childhood sucked, and we did not have magic - we must take that unhad childhood back NOW - - and call in the magic with the heart of the child in every person.

This whole world is crying for magic to return. It is our birthright and more of the truth of who we are than logic and reason ever were. Yes, there are times to use the mind, to practice structure and routine and alignment with the linear. There are times to arrive and depart that are better suited, and often we need these tools to navigate the third dimensional reality we have been living in.

BUT....

A shift is upon us.

I am more sure of it than nearly anything else. My children reflect this knowing as well. My 8 year old son is becoming increasingly psychic and is able to leave his body at will, I watch him do it.  My 2 year old is asking to meditate and beings are starting to appear with more regularity from alternate realities in my space. I don't tell you these things for any other reason other than to encourage you to believe. . . to stretch your ability to allow in beauty and possibility and abundance, more than ever before.

Life was not meant to be lived small.

What if I told you that Masters living in Mt Shasta were walking the Pacific Rim with my love, on their way here....and I heard them tell me so. Would you believe me? Or think I was delusional?
Would you decide you didn't need to support my journey to Ireland because "now he was coming here" - so she says??.... how convenient.

What I am saying is that MY JOURNEY is YOUR journey. We are all One.

By believing in ME - your dreams open up a bit more....your life transforms.

I am holding open a pretty big gate friends - - come on, let's jump through it.

Every day, I see a little bit more the significance of this thing...and I am encouraged and amazed and honored to be in the place I am. Perhaps I am interpreting this thing in a way that is not precise, it's okay - I'm not hung up on the details. Perhaps I am speaking this all for YOU ~  Who even cares if what I say is real? Or true? if it inspires you just a little bit to live from the heart, take risks and enjoy the life you were given.

I'm out there on the line - I've made the announcement that I am going to see the man I have loved, but haven't seen, for 13 years. I've decided this is the year. As much as this makes me vulnerable - it has also ignited an incredible amount of power within me. . . and this is the magic to which I speak.

At the beginning of this blog I mentioned how some people wonder how long it will take to heal, or if it will go on forever....and my answer to this - for wounds and for love - - is, it will take as long as you choose it to take.  When you are ready to become empowered and the captain of your reality - when you are ready for love because you are so in love with yourself you can hardly stand it - and it makes you giddy - - then, you will be.

I love you all beyond words and invite you into the space of no-time with me, to dance on the shores of our greater reality, to be inspired by grace and love and the natural world. I thank you, for making the journey through my words....to this place. And for that dedication and curiosity - I say - life will surprise you.

Thank you for your support ~ in all ways. And if you were one of the skeptics, or realists - thank you too....you have enriched my journey and inspired greater surrender into the active dream space I walk in. . . I can't wait to continue to share the continued journey with you all and reveal how all of this unfolds.

If you feel like supporting the reunion with my love - here is the link.

In all other ways,
May magic sprout miracles for you ~
this day and everyday.

Love,
Stasia

Mastering the Winter...Attuning to the Solstice

The Winter Solstice approaches. We sit at the foot of her. She is the arms into which I fell at my birth. She holds the lessons of my life in the most potent of ways.

She is the frozen teaching, the one that never changes, yet blows through time like the brisk wind of the season. In the lap of winters' wisdom do I find myself transforming yet again....and a sense of magic mixed with tender release fills my day as I prepare to honor the womb space from which I emerged into this earth plane.  But it is not just I who can benefit from understanding and attuning with this potent space upon us...

I believe the Winter Solstice holds open a door for all of us, and what we do with that opening will

determine where we will go from here and what we leave behind.

The magic I feel at this time of year comes from the delicate, yet fierce way the seasons slide into one another, darkness layering on more darkness....rain upon snow...dead leaves burying the earth for hibernation, inner reflection, and potential growth again at a later time. This is the moment for reflection. For shedding, for letting the old be buried away as old bodies who have lost their soul shine.

As the nights lengthen, just a bit more, reaching ever so stalwartly into the depths of mind, heart and soul...and the dream time dances with the notes of discomfort for some, pain for others, the magic comes in form of surrender...in the silent spaces between words and heartbeats...between flakes of snow and teardrops.

Like a fairy who knows the potentiality hidden behind the sadness, behind the seed unsprouted, behind the compost awaiting the fresh new life it will feed, the solstice spirit pushes to the edge of our liking...to the end of what was, into the land of 'what will most definitely be' beyond the "heartbreak."
What is this heartbreak??? For for many of us, we would not deem it such.
The funny thing about heartbreak, is that it can happen for reasons we may not understand, yet try to pin on other things that seem appropriate. It may happen in minute and seemingly invisible ways...but it is a heartbreak, even so - as a piece of our understanding, our perceived "safety" shatters to make room for more light.
Sometimes our bodies are just changing, morphing, becoming something new, something different, something more than they were...and it feels funny, it feels uncomfortable, it feels unsure, because it's new. I believe this happens most reverently at this potent time of year. In the darkness of the world night, the human vessel receives hidden codes of awakening...seeding us for the grace of understanding it never knew before.
When this occurs, as this IS occurring, I find it helpful to retreat into the quiet, not run from it; to

retreat from the need to speak and "work things out" with words and simply go to where the heart beats in the stillness of the night. For within the body vessel, there is a dark space that is lit with consciousness....and in that place, we know what is happening. In the quiet we can learn to honor the unfolding that need silence to bloom.
The Winter Solstice is the Mother of Silence, of Change. She is the Goddess who embraces her shadow and by doing so, ushers back in the light to dance the waxing journey of conscious expression back into the eyes of the seen. She is powerful, for she stands, unmoved in the freezing cold and bitterness of self-hatred, self-loathing and inner disbelief, in the winds of sadness, loss and uncertainty, to allow for the shatter. She knows when the cold is allowed to seep all the way through, that heavy shadow of self - will break...and Spring will appear to show the sprouts of a new life that have been all the while hiding in the undercover.
Winter Solstice takes us in her arms, if we allow her, and buries us in the snows of forgiveness.

The world looks so beautiful after winters' first storm...and with such a stark white blanket glistening crystals of frozen consciousness, we forget all about the mud, dead leaves and neglected gardens, sidewalk cracks and toys left to the cold. Instead we only see magic. We see the purity of the untouched, the mystery revealing itself as trillions of unique translucent shapes falling from eternity.

It is true, the darkness can be bitter, as the cold can be relentless and without sign of end. In the winter our bodies shudder, shake and fold in on themselves in search of warm crevices and memories of a time with less crack in the air. But in the arms of Solstice, if we are brave enough, and think not to resist or avoid the lessons and the gifts of this crest of time, we may receive the great blessing of Bold Empowerment and Rebirth.

For Mother Winter, the Goddess of the Dark Night knows all that lies in waiting in our deepest recesses, and will grant us access through her holy gates in order to retrieve our most precious treasures, wisdoms and remembrances, left frozen in suspended time, if we will stand in the discomfort and look behind the bustle of words and movement long enough to find them.

This might be my first year I have really understood the lessons and the power of the Winter Solstice. As I move into my 42nd year and laugh at the numbers, only to embrace the experiences which have brought me to this point, I find that I am in deep amaze at the portal to infinity that exists in these gates resting in the quarters of our western calendar. The Winter Solstice is my home and I chose to come through this gate to wear the blessings of its passing as a garland of humility and power.

This year I claim it and activate my Winter Goddess self in the arms of the night. By doing so, I find the greatest love I have ever known in between sheets and heartbeats, for the love-affair one has with oneself and life are the signpost and means by which any external lover may ever manifest in the flesh....and tonight I am falling back in deep love with myself. And it is dark, with a silver, shimmering lining...one that lures in the light like only a queen could do. And I am cloaked in gratitude, love, and praise for the most high.

The Most Brilliant of Winter Solstices' to you. <3
May you have bliss in your house like I have in mine.
<3 So Very Much Love All ~
For We are One
Stasia Bliss