Friday, September 25, 2015
We are truly living in one of the most incredible times of the history and herstory of the world. As the ages turn, literally, under our feet and within our DNA codes, and we are granted deeper and deeper access to the wisdom of who we truly are, and as we start living it more fully every day, the way of myths and magic open again, and we begin to discover that they were not but a story of folklore and parables, but of truth in the life of eternal living.
It is in the deepest of gratitude that I walk my day to day currently. I am well aware, after years which seemed like lifetimes of purging and integrating every aspect of me, that I am finally sitting in the front row of the turn of the ages when timelessness reigns supreme and the Mother of all that is shows that it has been she all along behind the scenes...and it is what I always imagined...a Cosmic Joke. I say this with a slant of the heretical, it seems, yet I have never felt more humility and honor in all of my life streaming through the veins of this remembering immortal. That's right, you and I are in the trenches now, the groundwork has been layed over decades and more all for this. At times it seems I am actually back on the old scene where we have enacted it so many times before, anchoring other frequencies and other grids, and so it probably was. I remember so many of you, in other guises, showing up now again, not a second too late.
Wow, my heart is full.
Wow what a funny life we have all been living.
It has all been backwards, don't you know? We have been walking around, you and me, hiding the most important parts of ourselves and showing the unreal, playing out the common, repeating the pattern that only have kept us from the life we only ever wanted to live and the only reason we even came here at all. The true magic is in the stepping out of the game enacted, the system meant to trap us into thinking it's the way, when it is anything but. All the "made up" bindings become less and less binding the more and more you remember the truth of the situation. It's literally on the other side of logical belief. Just over the fence you see,,,,not more than a foot away from the distance you've ever been willing to stretch yourself to find it. Oh, only just slightly out of reach....one more uncomfortable step away, just far enough you can't actually "get back in time" for your appointment with the illusion. A test of faith is no test with the answers waiting on the end table within reach.
So here we are...they say the sun is going off with its flares and all, and the Earth is colliding with the photon belt in the center of the galactic core...a pivitol and monumental event that only ever happens every some odd tens of thousands of years ... and every time it has, massive DNA upgrades and evolution beyond explanation has occurred...and well, yes, is occurring again...and yes - you and I agreed to be here for this. we so wanted to be here for this.
How this looks/feels/is experienced for each person is dependent on how much preparation has been done, though truly, everyone is benefiting. No one can not benefit...the entire earth is being bathed in Cosmic Intelligent light, it is an initiation for everyone. Though still, everyone is at their own "level" and travels at their own "pace" and no one will be asked to upgrade their station more than they are able to handle it...so here we are. . . hitting wave after wave of cosmic upgrades and some people are feeling tired, grumpy, getting "head colds" and "headaches" and what nots. Others are feeling angry, or terribly depressed, others are watching their lives blow apart or melt down or fall away....and yet others still - are watching MIRACLES every day, every moment, every corner that is turned. And some, are doing miracles with a headache, And it is glorious, and biblical in many ways, and transcendent and blessed. It all depends on where you were before the waves started hitting.
And now...what can be done? Cause it's not stopping now. The energy is intensifying and multiplying and there must be ways to deal and cope and handle...and yes, there are. Most importantly....Nature will help you. Clearing away heavy old emotions will help you. Integrating your shadow portions of self will help you - - meaning -- accept it ALL... when you do so - you feel whole and you may then hold more of the power you were intended to hold.
What not to do? Do not judge yourself, or wallo in self-pity or engage in self-destructive behavior (even substances keep you from truly experiencing this time),...don't engage in the "downer" behavior now...it will only be amplified exponentially, especially as we head into the full moon eclipse this weekend. Stand strong, or go into self-nurture mode, be caring and as kind as you can to others and yourself. Speak what you would LIKE to have be true, as manifestation power is UP as high as its ever been...and then watch for it in your world..like immediately.
Most importantly, observe, show LOVE and COMPASSION and at every opportunity, if a trigger raises its head within you - address it with kindness, get to the root of it if you can, and you will immediately feel elevated by the process of brave, honest transmutation.
I love each and everyone of you.
I am grateful to be here serving in the capacity I am, assisting in stabilizing the energies and keeping "up" for the sake of it all. I am grateful and honored to hold space for you if you have questions concerning this time, to help you actively clear old patterns and to step more fully into the rich deep truth of who you really are. I love that !!
I am so excited to be at this Cosmic Juncture....and I promise you, if you are ready....and open, and willing to step into yourself fully, it just keeps getting better and better. And if you really want to be amazed with what is coming in - in perfect timing with this whole Cosmic Influx - - come to Goddess Ball PDX - you simply must. It will catapult your life into the reality you've been scrambling to get to. I guarantee it! <3 So much love to all involved. I am so honored to see you there.
Love and Endless Miracles
Saturday, September 12, 2015
As an absence of light fills the space around my form I am clearly embraced by something deeper than the eyes can see and cannot see. There is a knowing within me that falls short of this as well...though reaches after it with possible words and colors I might pin upon it for just an act, so I can share it with you, like an evening snack I've cooked up....as I do so love to cook.
Certainly this particular eclipsing of a slice of the moon...this particular eclipsing of a bit of how the heart swoons...how love and loving gets placed under such an examination so often instead of just allowed to run with imagination...I believe this is the conclusion of such a strange feat...no, not in one full, fool sweep, but gently at first in the few who would jump., to open the heart up and let it go thump thump... past the mind and the stories of yesterday's past, to drop all the guardrails and made-up's at last...
Yes....I am sure of it...something new has been birthed, has been crowning, has transitioned, something we've been mourning, over-looking and juxpositioned...for we have been living inside of a mirror, life has sadly reflected all that wasn't, it couldn't be clearer...
have I lost you? ...just listen. . . feel the rhythm in your chest...sense the liquid of the ocean and the wind on the breast of the fallen leaves, snow and the mountain so high, embraced by sunshine and soul-shine and lifetimes passed by....this is it - it's the moment, the crux of all Time...melted softly through the willing who've been tuned in to find...codes are cracking, dimensions melding, and the sun spots x-raying, all the imprints in our soul-prints are being lifted for reading...I'm just saying that this moment we are sitting now in - is full of magic, the kind of magic that ignited it all to begin...another octave, another twist on the spiral of becoming and the slit of the light through the door now is showing - - the heart and the head are in a
She has waited through contractions of the goings and comings, she has born down the harshness of the ignorant, blissless and bemounings...now the homerun is hit and the ball's in a sling, Mother's cumming and she's coming as the world changes scenes...
Doesn't matter the cloak of the vehicle you're wearing...heart and head are conjoined and the new mix is sharing, as we slide through the portal of the Virgin in space, who gave birth to the Christ-child something like this another place, another face in the turning of the cosmic clock pages...turn the ages, we're the sages and the wisdom's sprung from its cages.
Are you with me still\?? did you take the colored pill? down the bunny pit, I'm just sure of it...we're out the other side of the screen...the reflection can no longer be seen as it was before....that door is bent...the shards are beyond spent.
Can you taste what this new moon eclipse has straight up sent?!
But seriously...in another tone, another tongue... (let me put it like this....
Feeling all the sorrows of the One ~
At the climax of transition...the pain of letting go, of not having...the joyful sorrow of releasing the past...all that hasn't worked before...to surrender into what is becoming, birthing now, even in the bliss of it...that place of not-knowing how to be "without this emptiness" now creeping in.
There is still the mourning for the sad life so familiar....in many ways, in many pages of the script. Even as the abundance comes in, a part of the body still longs for the comfort of what it once knew so intimately, even in the throws of lack and loss. How strange it is??...that in the comfortless places we find familiarity and home....so much so that even through the calling in of the new, when it begins to show its beautiful face we run back into the arms (even just for a moment) of the life we so much wished to transform from. What is this? Silly humans in our manifesting ways....as we call it in, we just as soon scare it away...on the one hand wanting the new and the "better" though clinging with quiet tremors to the familiar.
So on this eve, of the eclipsing moon....I feel that too releasing...the final tears for the places we have all still held on, though not even wanting to....the sorrow for the sorrow being torn away. Oh, how much a friend it has become in the night while we sought companionship. In the Virgo vibration, here comes the final examination of all that we had called out for all throughout the past year...those things that invoked tears, the pain of the heart...now the rising on the horizon is the dawn of the new start and its time to let the past go once and for all....we can't hang on the setting moon when the daylight calls.
Love is birthing...as never before. Not in imbalance or neediness...but in balance within itself. It is male and it is female in the most beautiful, perfect way....where the female has been perhaps too much heart and the male, too much head...now the woman has sprouted a caring mind...and the man a wisdom heart. The perfect blend for a stunning start.
Happy Virgo New Moon Eclipse....I love you with my entire heart/head. <3
A new life is birthing ....and this is just the beginning.