Tuesday, December 27, 2016

Thrones in tact...How to "Go After" a Queen when you are a King

We are in a time when there are many queens without their kings and kings without their queens. Perhaps it had to be such for the recent cycle to play itself out and crush the various paradigms without dragging dysfunction into the new. But now we have turned the corner and left the past behind us. 2016 has been ubiquitous with endings and completion cycles bringing most of us to the point of near destruction, teetering on the brink of "can't do it anymore" but with awareness of initiation in progress

So now we come to a new era, one where kings and queens of conscious persuasion ought find one another for both mutual bliss and collective portal opening of a new world.

It is true that when two come together in conscious loving partnership their combined sacred union not only elevates the two, but the entire globe... and I dare say, Universe.

In fact, I do believe that it is in the unification of the forces of love found in two people agreeing to dive in and intermingle their conscious lives with care, that the "many" are elevated through their combined alchemy to the next level of existence.

And so...this blog is to the Kings out there...who have perhaps glimpsed a Queen...and know she is a Queen...and she suspects you are a King...and their may be flirtation, or mutual interest displayed...and yet it seems the "game" stalls out there - and it doesn't seem to go anywhere, either for fear, or distance or an over-indulgence in one's own personal path (which is brilliantly blossoming, I might add, in most lives of true conscious kings and queens - as it should be)...and therefore the two miss the grandiose explosion of what their coming together could benefit them...and so too does the collective miss the energetic upgrade which would occur should the two decide to become one.

How ought a King "go after" a Queen, without, metaphorically "losing his throne"?

In other words...in this mixed up world of feminism which has led the kings into a foggy haze over how to properly "court," and made queens sweep up their gowns and turn away from their queenly missions to get a king's attention...and even resort to sending him letters through scrolls of virtual nature...often left hanging while the king completes his stately duties...how, - we must address - ought kings "go after" queens in this new realm of conscious relations?

I address it in this manner because I truly believe that beyond the maturation of the sexes and the balancing of the genders, that kings still ought to court queens...and especially she worth sitting on said throne next to "him"...already, I might add, ruling her own queendom, awaiting the coming together of hearts with one who can match her growth, insight, love-quotient and speed at which she plays this cosmic game.

She - when focused on her mission and task at hand - is channeling Divine Cosmic Energy and creating the new paradigms for all to enjoy. The Queen ought to be able to continue this focus and not be turning her head to look out for her King...wondering where he is and if he will show up, chasing him when he does not write her back...No. The King is the space-holder for the Queen...and so - if she can keep to her task, it is this, actually, which ought draw him to her side...where they can co-create with wonder and potency. It is he who ought "court" her...or in other words - - BE the COURT...the ballroom, the royal premise on which their essence meets and intermingles.

I speak to the kings and ask....what's the hold up? Why the stall-out? What is the cause for not
engaging the Queen to the level of her and your capacity? - if I might be so bold as to assume your capacity in equal range. She is truly ready and awaiting he who would dazzle her with his bravery, independence and emotional maturity while still displaying honorable qualities of respect, courtship, and a bit of king-conscious romance.

Queens still love flowers by the way.
..and perhaps are even more appreciative than their human woman counterpart, for the Queen sees the potency in flowers sent with conscious care and knows her courting King dare send them in bold vulnerability and honor of her Queenly flare.

Flowers are an offering to the Divine, after-all, which your Queen fully honors and will place upon on her altar to amplify the Cosmic work she does...

Queens love consistency, and are disinterested in the game of stalled out stages of quiet, where her quick-witted nature is easily drawn to other things which consume her fancy..and not out of flippancy, but out of due respect, for a Queen has spent ample time in self-care, personal growth and cycles of preparation to meet the one who could dance with her on the cosmic dance floor...she dares to think and know that HE would catch a glimpse of her, and with one hint of her mutual interest, he would make sure that he did not lose the chance to sit next to her and create cosmic miracles at her side.

Instead, it seems, potent, powerful female goddesses in earthly flesh are left wondering of the men dressed up like kings, daring to flirt and even cast interested chats in her direction and yet fail to back them up with sturdy intention.

 It leaves Queens in their mature phases of growth and cosmic work a wondering if the Kings really exist at all, and if they do - (which we sense they do, since we do) - why the drag, the lull, in courting the Queens? Why are so many Queens left without their Kings and Kings without their Queens?

I know what many will respond, and so to this I will rightly address head-on, ...

....that if a queen is without her king and the reverse is also true, then both must remain imbalanced within, still needing to come into a state where the inner queen and king are one, leaving room for the external appearance to reflect back in due time.

While this is all fine and good in philosophy, and I myself have spouted plenty of said explanation, I do not believe it is good enough....for though it is true, in the one realm, that the microcosm is reflected in the macrocosm, so too is it equally valid and appropriate to acknowledge that the outward expression has power and potency to alter the "inner story" if you will through courageous acts of transformation and vulnerability...and this is the stuff myths are made of.

For we live in a paradox, a divine dichotomy and with such truth it ought be recognized that either door to entry is valid, and if one door is used to exclusion of the other, well...the miracles seem to bloom to the less.

The psyche of man and woman are both influenced by the stories of the past and the models which have preceded their path...the impressions of youth are strong and the ancestral patterning imprinted in one's DNA is enough to shield a man or a woman from fully living out authentic lives of truth and passion....

however, this is where the story ought change...

...for in the "conscious" breed of men and women, who have rightly transcended stories and patterns of youth and heredity - - which therein births the kings and queens to whom I am talking...these are the ones with the superpowers able to reach beyond the societal out-picturing of relational mishaps and see through the fog to spot another of like-mind...who ought, I believe, be able to know that the synergy of hearts is not a simple thing...not always happening as often as one might like...and so when it does,to address it with due speed and honor is what I might like to call - a sacred duty.

And so - to the Kings, who spot a Queen...who dares reach out and find mutual interest...to him I say - take the chance, herein lies the archetypical opportunity to impress upon the cosmos that you are in fact the King you espouse yourself to be...that this "Lady in Waiting" is a perfect cosmic cue for you to upgrade your experience, ride the spiral to your advance and assist humanity in its evolution all with the flare of a brave advance.

I caution you that She does not like to wait...not out of lack of patience mind you, for she has been patience for lifetimes and cycles after cosmic cycles...for she knows in her heart of hearts that she cannot pass through the next phase of her evolution - personal and collective, without standing hand in hand with her King.

She has been patient, but now she wishes to see excitement, flare, and a daring spirit who would match her love of the mystery, her grace of centering and her expansive nature who can witness all things while remaining unattached... she wishes, in this case, to fall madly for her King...to feel swept up and appreciated, seen and adored, honored and respected....for she KNOWS without a doubt, that He who would step up and match her ---- it is He on which she will flood with endless blessings, with pools of healing, with nourishment and love beyond compare. She knows that it is He who truly is ready for his next spiritual advancement and she is grateful and in awe of he who is brave enough to be humble and humble enough to be brave to receive all of this in her presence.

The Queen who is fully appreciated and adored by a King has many gifts to bestow...for she is the embodiment of the Divine Cosmic Mother...and will enact a great initiation on the one who would meet her in Sacred Union...the feminine, by nature, embodies the creative impulse, the holy of holies capable of increasing her Kings talents and blessings by 100 fold, at least...and he who is truly a King - knows this of the Queen... and approaches her with gratitude and thanksgiving, for seeing him ready and offering him space in her holy sanctuary.

Kings...go after the Queen...not as stalkers, not after one who tells you 'no' - not after one who does not answer you...but after the Queen who looks back in your direction with interest and an eye of charm. Go after her and do not let her go...if you wish your life transformed and if you wish your Kingdom expanded exponentially through your coming together....

But much like your own Kundalini...who when awakened does not go back to sleep...and if not nurtured and allowed to cleanse you and open you will wreak havoc on your once peaceful life - when you engage a Queen...without pure intent to follow up and follow through...the repercussions of such in your personal growth and advancement will set you back a notch...for your spirit truly knows that you faced advancement, and you turned it down.

How to go after a Queen when you are a King and keep your throne in tact?

Use tact...use grace, write her a poem, sing her a song, surprise her, don't focus purely on bodies and beauty, but on that which is eternal...follow up and follow through and whatever you do...go the distance.

And if you are unwilling (or unable) - for any reason - to go the distance, tell her, and let her move her heart on. For the Queen's heart is still that of a woman, and she loves. Her capacity for love is vast and her depth is great and if she senses you might be her King, even if for a moment - she would invest her whole self and queendom into the realm you two may create. Be not mistaken....a Queen can detach herself just as easily, but if she is truly a Queen...why would you want her to?

A Queen is fine remaining alone, she is strong and capable and loves herself. She is multidimensional and multi-sensual...but a Queen wants nothing more than to meet the King who could stand by her, both of you whole and complete...able to up-level each other with pure royal essence...into the next phase of both of your growth. A Queen knows she can only go so far alone and somewhere along the way, in order to bust through that next cosmic gate (which she is so ready and willing and wanting to do)...she needs to meet you - and for you to see her and be with her fully.

She knows YOU are the cosmic gate-key-holder, the space holder, the Co-creator with whom she can create new Universes...within and without. She admires you, though she has not met you, she longs for you, with peaceful stillness, she imagines you and hopes to ignite the awareness that would allow your eyes to meet.

So, truly, gentlemen, Kings, wanting to remain - thrones in tact -

 ...Go after the Queen when she so powerfully shows up in your reality... (virtual or otherwise).

Let her know you see who she is and that you are willing to meet her in her realm...and show her that you are truly a King worth loving.

Be brave, be bold, be vulnerable. Be consistent
....and I promise you, if you have truly found a Queen....you will not be disappointed.

Friday, December 16, 2016

A Look at Transformation, Transmutation and Transfiguration in Relation to the World Now

If you look out the economical, political, environmental, or societal window today, it may seem as though the world is falling apart. If you observe the world through the lens of healthcare or international relations, if you make assumptions about reality based on resources or who has the money, you may agree that the world has gone to shit. Some may even argue that history is repeating itself right in front of our eyes and tell you there is a tyrant moving into one of the most powerful seats in the world. But I am going to argue that we need only change the lens. The reality we see, on the news, over social media, in the courthouse and on international debate stages is one we have created based on the filter we are wearing and which can be changed by simply realizing who the true tyrants are in our lives.

If you know anything of internal alchemy and inner work you would be familiar with cycles of evolution – of transformation, transmutation and transfiguration. If you know this then you also know that the external environment mirrors the internal one and that there is really only ONE being in existence and only One thing happening here …. even though it seems like there are many of us and many issues at hand.

If you are unfamiliar with the cycles of change and their stages, let me clarify a bit.

Transformation is a process where that which is old and no longer working “dies” or falls away...and by so doing, releases a huge amount of energy which was being put into that which was non-supportive to the entity/reality.

Upon release of this thing – an outdated system, a faulty relationship, a false belief – there is a detox that takes place...which truly allows this thing to “exit stage left.” There may be a feeling of sickness during this detox...for all that has long been built up and hidden – under the guise of it all “being a-okay” is now out in the open and must be processed. Sound familiar?

Let's look at the current state of affairs...and how “the Oneness” is in a transformation period...or rather, has just undergone one.

We – the One – have transformed - from thinking we were all okay, in the global community, in politics, in our international relationships, in healthcare, in everything – basically. Even if many of us knew that these things were NOT okay – it was like we were okay with them not being okay. We had become complacent with the way things were...as it seemed they had always been. We had settled into the discord and made home there....even though we knew it was not right, that thieves were running the affairs and we would instead hide behind a click of Netflix and some popcorn, ignoring the fact that the world was fucked...cause what could we really do anyway? Right?!

Well.....thanks to the transformative process, which is NATURAL, things started to happen...once a tipping point was reached.
The election happened. The unthinkable occurred.

Standing Rock took the scene...and the transformation was well underway. That which was NOT serving us/the ONE – and hadn't been for a very long time was suddenly starting to move...on the scene and yes...soon to be out of the picture.

Transformation is a small death. With this and any other transformation, there are toxins which have been built up a long time behind the illusion of their fine-ness. And so, with the change comes a huge, stinky detoxification process that looks like everything we are seeing now. All that has been under the surface, is now ON the surface – and in our faces...and we have the astrology to thank for helping to get this transformation process on.


With this detox also comes a great amount of energy -released back into the collective. Haven't you noticed how many people suddenly feel able to do something? Who ARE doing something? All the movements and marching and protesting and protecting...has reached an all time high!

Well, what is the next stage of the process of change? It is the alchemy...it is the Transmutation time.

This is the test people. In the All-ness...WE get to SEE How this process is working FOR us and not against us. We get to LOOK at the happenings and glean the insights which will allow the dross, the density to be transmuted into golden awareness.

How will we do it?

This question we must EACH ask ourselves.

When the garbage, the detox, the yuck and Uck of the transformation process presents itself...will we
– during the “uncomfortable transmutation process” wish to return to the safety and comfort of our previous beliefs of how the world should look? OR will we use our energy to transmute the dross of the toxins and SEE the insights being revealed to us through them?

This is where most folks get stuck. Cause it is so easy to call garbage garbage instead of seeing it as the toxic byproduct of a beautiful cleansing taking place. It's easier to say “I'm sick” because that is what society tells you is socially acceptable when you are hacking up a lung and running snot from your nose day in and day out for a week instead of calling it a cosmic upgrade coming into your body and pushing out all the toxic residues from old programming that no longer serve your current vibration.

It's also easier to identify with a “corrupt leader” “out there” than it is to recognize that the fact that someone who could so blatantly represent tyranny in our outer environment is obviously our deep soul-cry trying to tell us something about our inner environment ….the push out that looks like an outward manifestation, but is really an inward evolution.

What is corrupt? What is tyrannical?

How about the very present, dominant and over-riding ideas of

Disease, Death/ Dying, and Duality for starters ??...

These are the true tyrannical beliefs and leaders of our lives to date, are they not?

Oh, believe me I get all sorts of backlash for presenting these "realities" as beliefs...plenty. But just humor me and yourself - and sit with this for a moment....and let's take it to a cosmic perspective.

What is disease? After all...is it truly dysfunction? In the wholeness? In the Oneness? Are you truly sick or out of touch - at the core of truth? Wouldn't it make more sense that, as a Divine being in the flesh, here for a specific Divine purpose...experiencing symptoms of “dis-ease” might just be your physical body trying to get your attention...trying to cry out from the innermost recesses that something is off –
Something is off... either in the “health care” system that you so blindly trust and are willing to put yourself in its hands at the cost of your very life...

Or that you are so emotionally and spiritually disconnected from the truth of who you are that you  even could  BELIEVE that you are sick in the first place – and are perhaps just simply out of alignment with your truth - instead. ??

It's not just you – we have all suffered from this.

We have all suffered as well from the belief in duality, in polarizing to our “likes” and away from our “dislikes.” We have been tyrannized by our obsession with happiness and our disdain for sadness and it is time for us to see that these ways of thinking are out-dated and no longer serve our individual and collective evolution.

So, yes, we have a polarized “tyrannical” looking external example of who is sitting at the seat of our person – telling us how reality is constructed, and it is so distorted from the truth...that now the distortion is projected in such a gruesome way that it finally gets our attention.!!!

We are the Oneness.

 Which seems to include duality...and yet this concept is inherently flawed...for -All exists -exists within us, as us. We are the yin and the yang manifest. Neither “side” is to be abhorred or adored over any other part. We are both dark and light...but what is beyond this is naming neither...and instead simply reveling in the texture of the change that is ever-constant. Without judgment. And in fact is beautiful.

And what of judgment?? – oh thank you Christian church – which has cursed us forever more...with the eyes of duality birthed in judgment. This is not the true reality. How can there be opposites in a field of One? How can there be polarity when there is only a single point of existence.? When there is only love? And some may argue...Is there only love?

Well, let's see...

As we begin to embrace both poles...we are enacting the internal alchemy that must occur for the transmutation process to complete...we must combine opposites and allow them to cancel each other out within us..and gain the insights that come from doing so.

We must see that Standing Rock Water Protectors must exist and So must the Black Snake of the oil company, in order for neither to have to. We must rise above the view that one is right and one is wrong...and SEE the Alchemy in it. Get the Insight.

The alchemy comes from seeing the suffering in Syria and knowing the love and riches and safety of your own experience AND combining them in the wisdom that knows ALL EXISTS in this 3-D earth plane and by accepting that...and embracing both – neither have to exist in the field of what is being realized...that we may up-level through the transmutation and gain the gold of knowing all of these things to be the One. - all of them to be us.

The transmutation occurs for us collectively as enough of us - or the One of us - can see the political situation and identify the necessity of the tyranny manifesting...at the same time as NOT seeing it - - - BOTH and transmute it with the insight that says "Oh, I didn't realize my inner tyrant was so out of control, now that can be modulated..." - within. you see??

Once we walked in the field of all that is...in the Oneness we danced and had our experience...and we can again...or rather, we already are, on the level of mind where we SEE it.

For we are born from perspective and out of perspective do we either transform or cling to sameness. In this too is a paradox. For we are never truly transforming when we are ever and forevermore the One with everything. And yet, in the joyous desire to express all that we are...we chose to feel this as well.

So now, back to the story of the Transmutation...it is in the allowance to see that Oneness is that which is manifesting...and by so doing, and by acting as such in our experience...we up-level the game.

And so, it is not enough to know that the current happenings are happening FOR us...as a manifestation of the purification of our collective perspective, but to act as if this is so...to walk in faith that we are indeed stepping into a world beyond the one we have so complacently known. That it is our time to show our deeper layers. To remember our kinship, our Earth connection, our power...and also to acknowledge that we always have.....it just didn't seem so.

In the transmutative perspective comes the up-level and we find ourselves in a new game...where humanity is poised to discover if it chooses. To allow more energy, not less, to enter in...to find access to latent gifts, and brain centers and dormant abilities which have only merely been on “freeze” during this whole pre-transformation game.

The transfiguration occurs once you walk your talk and transmute the old perspective,...for now – you have the opportunity, we all do – to live as if we are in the new world NOW....to see the transfiguration in action in our own lives...to own it. To not give credence to the world we no longer believe is real...to no longer pay homage to “false gods” and idols of imagination which echo the life we led before the transformation,,,,lest we are doomed to repeat the “lower levels.”

We are only allowed to see what we can allow ourselves to see.

All is already here. We are on the brink of the up-level. . The Transfiguration. Will you Transfigure?

We limit ourselves by what we have the ability to comprehend. And yet time...is a tricky thing...this limitation we imposed upon ourselves so as to gain the insights of density...there is lag time- in time.

Though it is speeding up...to our viewpoint..(as if it ever could, since it always was and forever will be)...to us it is making its way back into our full awareness at the rate and “speed” we allow it to. And so, the old will fade with as much grace and timeliness as we give it room to.

Here's another way of saying it...

If someone you no longer wish to spend time with is trying to go out the door, but you keep asking them questions, and asking forgiveness, and continue to engage them, and worry for their safety, etc etc...they will take forever to actually “disappear”...will they not? When it is time to let go of that belief, that reality...how much resistance will you exhibit?

In as much as we resist life...we encourage death. Another illusion of this reality. One that most are much more endeared to than they wish to admit. For who would truly concede to the choice of immortality when they cannot fully embrace the “shorter” life with which they have been endowed. “What will I do with eternity?” One might secretly wonder. And so you should. As in the all-ness...death ensnares us when we cannot fully live, cannot fully enjoy, when we dance with disease and with shortcomings and with lack. Why would immortality befit the mind who cannot expand to fill it? (for more on this subject read these articles:(Death, does it have to occur, Immortality possible?, Aging or Immortality?)

But given enough cycles of Transformation, Transmutation and Transfiguration...even if you include death in the game for a while....at some point, there is no point...and we will do it all here and now.

To live in the Transfigured life is to know yourself as the still point of existence...that all is merely a dream, but one worth inspiring into remembrance with you...so you may dance and sing and taste and make love and experience all the textures this plane has to unveil...and by and through your ecstatic relationship with life...which is yourself...you may find authentic purpose fulfilled...and a new world created.

Love you much,
may you find bliss in your house, as I know it in mine 

Stasia Bliss

Tuesday, November 8, 2016

Electing for Presence, Musing of Rocks Which Stand...and All things Elemental

As the rivers of life flow through our collective now, grabbing discarded dreams, hopeful hearts and election flyers left on the shores I stand and breathe deep. Moving to touch the waters as they bubble and cascade over standing rocks lined with camouflage and indigenous water protector's voices I can't help but open my heart wider. This day is holy. It is rich with promise and broken vows. It is strewn with anxious minds and wonderers who would rather inflict harm over unknown outcomes than wrap arms around fellow earth walkers and share the love of togetherness.

I weep this day...not for presidential candidates winning or not winning, but for the state of affairs which have brought us to this collective gate. I weep not in sorrow, but in heart-ripping, soul-searching pleads of change for one and all. I weep knowing that change is upon us and that the rivers carved through painful times have brought us to a point where we can no longer ignore that which has been revealed, no longer turn a blind eye to the injustices or the poison moving through the circulatory system of our people and land.

I weep for relief that we have made it this far, far enough to see the great divide and to know better than to sustain it. I weep knowing the split in the One is bleeding for remembrance of love and that love is oozing in to meet it....though it aches for many, though it stings for many, though it is uncomfortable to those who have held it off for seemingly forever....it seeps in nevertheless and cannot be kept at bay. I weep at the healing which must occur, which is occurring as the poison alchemizes in the cauldron of the One.

We sit halfway between the Fall Equinox and the Winter Solstice and the veils are thin...so thin I can hear the howls and whispers of those who have passed and those who stand by to aid when called, from other times, other planes and with starlight in their hair. I hear the reminder and feel the surge of empowerment shock my blood with a knowing that the indigenous tribes stand not only for the water, for their native lands and for peace, but for the memory that we are all connected, that the Earth and the elements are our relatives and they await our voices to command their healing and the direction of their life.

We have so long left the world to its own devices, trusting that nature was in cyclical expression,
meanwhile, moving forward with addiction to the machine, the unconscious - life-sucking, belittling machine who gave us collective amnesia regarding our capacity and power. We have continually given our life force away, our ability to transform, to grow, to change - miraculously and magically - away - to those in "power," to those with titles and authority written on their badges and in letters sitting quietly, but egoically behind last names. We have leaked our love, silently, into seeking permission, signatures and licenses to approve our passions, we have allowed the winds to howl and the waters to bleed, the earth to dry up and the sun to melt our capstones...but we have forgotten, we have forgotten, they are our friends. They answer the lead of our hearts and the conviction of our spirits.

We have forgotten our relation to the earth and her elements just as we have forgotten that our very own bodies are under the dominion and rule of our voices and thoughts, that we can command their alignment through belief and word, through standing in authenticity and empowerment. By speaking the words of truth and transformation we have the ability to recreate our world in a moment of individual and collective soul retrieval. We are the ones we have been waiting for. No outside force or body can influence our lives, our minds, our paths and prairies without our explicit consent - or our blind eye turned to it.

The natives stand and sing and pray for us all....resurrecting, through their actions, the sacred and the ALIVE in us all. Whether we are present in flesh, or allow only the proxy to occur, we are changed through their acts, for we are connected, we are intricately connected. Their actions run backward into our history and heal wounds and kiss sorrow which have held the nation and its people in a trance of both denial and regret.

As the winds blow through our collective now, let us elect to be present, let us elect to be empowered
and to find the seed of courage left in each of our hearts by ancestors who were forced to surrender to outside causes...let us find this seed and breathe life into it - and let it sprout. As the days and weeks play out, perhaps it would be wiser to let the old matrix fall then to fight it or agree with it anymore. For what if our words and our posts and our eyes gazing that way -cause a repeating pattern in the grid which allows for its constant renewal, even when we would prefer its dissolve.

Haven't we had enough of the madness?

Wouldn't we prefer lightning change to the slow and painful poisoning we have yet endured on a national and global scale - mixed with "slightly new flavors" of the same? Wouldn't you believe that you are formed of stardust and Cosmic miracle plans who have conspired, through you, to bring about great change on this ascending planet in record time? Are you complacent to "let it ride?" Are you okay with the blatant disrespect of human life? Is this as good as it can get? I think not.

As I sit in the ripple waves of others shock. . . and bless humanity with compassionate, yet passionate utterings of change and "ripping off the lock," to tongues tied and rules followed, I cannot bear another year of this road we follow unless we all agree that we must rise up - speak the change and let the weak hiccup through it all as the walls between us fall...can't take the silence when we stand in lines no more...Make a Mighty Roar. Stand for what you stand for in your heart of hearts. Speak it out.

Command your chakras to align. Command the timelines to converge for more empowered vibes.
Command the winds and waters' ears - to listen to the heart of love that's here. We are not weak and we are not small. We are the change-makers, the system-busters, the mess-her-upper's. . . this election is an opportunity to see, all the anxiety that's been buried in humanity. I'm silently breathing, I am patiently holding the line. I know it's our time, it's our time.

The curtains are falling and the truth is, we are our own authority...everything around us is telling us so. No more can we rely on the outside world to take care of the broken soul that is so many walking around in a haze of confusion based on misguided, passed on, generational delusion - repeated, without thought, repeated without love. We are not our past. Our countries are not the men who "discovered" them and built them up. We are as New in this now, as the water flowing down over rocks and twigs, ...sunlight dappling the pond.

This day is Holy. This day is opportunity disguised as madness. Fallen sight hiding the foundation we walk upon, nothing fallen but perspective, how we got here and what to do now.

Love is the answer, the only answer is love.. . it hits us as a soft petal in our sleep and as a lightning bolt through the heart. Turn toward the start. Together we can.

Monday, July 18, 2016

Collapsing Layers of Hell

Within the dream there are layers, much like an onion. Stacking atop one another and stretching perceived time or squishing it, depending on the depth you plunge into it.

It used to be that we had no real awareness of various layers of the dream. I remember back in high school sipping Mountain Dew, biting my Snickers bar for a so-called "meal" while I pocketed my lunch money and watched that cute guy across the crowded lunchroom when I had no idea there was any other reality going on other than the one I was in. And it seemed pretty real and valid to me. It did not even dawn on me how outside the doors of my school there were jobs and marriages and operations being performed, fights in homes and runaway children, political upheavals and wars on drugs. I had no awareness of other lands and other layers of consciousness like those found during meditation and yoga and ayahuasca journeys and sex. I had no idea that I was living in a dense reality made up of shallow 3-D concepts which disallowed me to know the true nature of all that was, no one taught me that. I had no way, as yet, of accessing what I might call today "layers of heaven" or what the
Yogis call Lokas - and apparently there are 64 of them, or there were before layers of the dream began collapsing...for that is where I believe we are now. Collapsing the dream.

To some this might sound apocalyptic, but for those of you who don't know the meaning of the word, "Apocalypse" actually refers to "revealing the truth" - which is exactly the phase of reality I know we are in currently. The one which reveals the true nature of all that is...and of course it couldn't happen all at once - it would be too shocking, too overwhelming - as the ultimate truth most definitely is - it reminds me of the old saying that the glory of God cannot be beheld by all ....too bright, too glorious. I remember when I was in Yoga School in India and I asked to see the depictions of the 64 Lokas of heaven I had heard the Swami refer to - which I knew must be in one of the books in their massive esoteric library. She told me I was not allowed to look at it - not while staying there in the field they had created there, which was specifically magnified for the benefit of speeding up karma. She said, if I viewed this too soon, I could go mad. I wasn't sure I believed her, but I knew she believed it...I had the idea that if I was asking at all, then there was another me on a different layer of reality which already knew the answer - and I wanted to access her.

This brings me to another angle of this layer story - and that is the idea of multiple lives, multiple dimensions and multiple realities, all of which have been likely plausible and real aspects of the dream up until this point - another way of saying "my father's house has many mansions" in my opinion - as in - there have been so many pockets in which consciousness has placed itself, expressed and manifested, and so many ways in which we have and are participating in the larger picture. In this way, multiple lives, realities and dimensions has allowed for all possibilities to simultaneously exist. This has also allowed for our souls to work out so many lessons and layers of evolution at once, and through multiple lives and timelines. However, we are moving out of the dualistic nature of reality because we are ready - because SHE is ready - the Mother, the maker of this whole game...the One Life...God, however you wish to name it.

When we move from a dualistic, polarizing world where multiple options exist in order to express such vastness, to one of Unity and Oneness, a collapsing must occur. It is akin to a small child building a vast domino castle with hallways and moats and bridges and layers and depth and it reaches from room to room in a giant house, wherein literally tens of thousands of dominos have been used for its creation. At first the child had the plan, you see, but then, she enlisted friends and relatives and helpers of all kinds to assist her in expanding the vision of her dream - to build the most intricate domino land one had ever seen. And so she did....but the time has come to push over that first domino and watch the whole thing collapse...and this is where any on-looker or participating builder would be awed to truly realize (though they might have known it in fact and theory before) that all those domino pieces were connected, for in dropping one - they all would fall - and the whole structure would come down.

This is where we are now...collapsing the dream.

Layers are collapsing at a time - meaning - other timelines, other dimensions, other realities, other lifetimes - are all merging in this one pivot point called NOW.

This one Now might seem to stretch out for some "time" - - as there are many many layers to this thing. Some of us who call ourselves "lightworkers" or "front-liners" or conscious beings, or new agers, or healers or whatever we might use as a term to acknowledge that we "know (basically) what is going on" - - that the planet is ascending, awakening, transforming, up-grading, etc...some of us are being called on to "push the button" in certain realities - causing their collapse...and this is what I mean by "Collapsing Layers of Hell" --because there are layers of hell, just as surely as there are layers of heaven. And those of you who have visited or lived in these layers of hell know exactly what I am talking about.

So how do we collapse them?

Well, one thing is for damn sure (pun intended), and that is if you are being called to collapse a layer of hell, you probably don't know it until you are in it and it is happening...otherwise, you might avoid such adventure, even though you are well equipped to handle such a task, or you wouldn't have been called into it, to perform the delicate and somewhat nauseating job.

Layers of hell have been existing for some time, percolating, growing, feeding on fear and worry and abandonment and sickness and death and energy-sucking principles which have been a part of the polarizing nature of reality. For in order for duality to exist at all - both the light and the dark must be.

And so, if there was to be beauty and love and transcendent joy and bliss and breath-taking vistas and romance and success and comradery, then somewhere in the "dream" of perceivable reality, which we have been living in, there had to also be hate and disease and war and vengefulness and so forth. And so there has been. And certain people, set to 'uphold' these realities and make sure they endured, were "sent in" with less awareness and more amnesia to the whole "God is Love" principle than those sent to uphold the layers of the dream which were lovely and pure.

Now, in the collapsing of realities, it must be known, in order to reach the state we are aiming for - which exists in the Oneness completely - as the Eternal Presence - and fully exit the dream, as it was - and has been for tens of thousands of years and more, we must use the Sacred Science of Alchemy - for it is the great transformer of realities.

Alchemy is that which combines seemingly uncombinable elements - which therein, when combined with awareness (consciousness elements) and Love, Prayers, etc - cancel one each other out - - - to enter the still point, the null, the void, the zero point - the center of the Infinity symbol - to "go through the black hole" as it were - and reveal an entirely new reality, which is neither of the pre-existing conditions, but something entirely new and transcends them all  ---- the Eternal Now.

So - in order to collapse realities, we must collapse the heavens and the hells together, simultaneously. The believed in and the repelled - the best of the best and the worst of the worst.

Twin Flames are Called in for This

This is why twin flame relationships are largely being called upon to enact such a huge task, for they have it within their personal being and with the love dynamic itself, to act out extreme opposition in the face of situations in order to cause the "quantum explosion" - the one which will fold down realities. For the force of the attraction alone between them will activate the magnetic field and send pulses out into the field which will literally "blow up" or fry out the field around them. Such relationships are this potent.
The trick is - and the warning to twin flames - is to know that such is occurring and to not allow the "job" to destroy the union itself. This is why the unconditional love element between twins is so crucial.

There are false twins - for sure - those which contain the elements needed for exponential change and alchemy - the attraction, the magnetism, the consciousness - but the LOVE field is not strong enough...the allowance to let the alchemy burn them out and repel them from one another following a "disconnect" in the field is there, and can destroy these false twins if they do not have the elements needed to transcend them...this being unconditional love, fortitude, true acceptance and adoration of the other and a knowing that the "other" is a powerful transducer of consciousness like them.

So, back to collapsing layers of hell.

You will know when you have been called into such situation when you can clearly identify that you are in a sort of hell - and you don't belong there. When you know that you could, if given the opportunity, override the existing system/structure and make it something beautiful, but are being disallowed. When you can see those in the system you have found yourself in - unconscious and performing a myriad of self-destructive habits including gossip and displaying obvious fear of the system they are in.

In these cases - you can know that you have been called in to collapse this layer of hell. For this place you find yourself in REPRESENTS an aspect of the DREAM which is ready to COLLAPSE. Meaning - the representation of SELF-ABUSE, FEAR, LOATHING, DOMINATION, etc....is READY to go - on planet earth and YOU have been called in to see it, acknowledge it as a GRAND illusion - to acknowledge it as UNREAL and to bring your Love and Heart and Consciousness into it - to FEEL the emotions and anguish there in your body field (to some degree) - [being careful not to absorb it completely]....and then GETTING OUT.

I repeat - you must SEE it, FEEL it, and BRING LOVE to it - and then GET OUT.

You are not meant to change the system - it is collapsing....it is like detonating explosives in a building...when you see the sign that the explosives have been prepared - it is time to get the hell out of hell....so as to not be blown up with it. Seriously. this is serious.

It's time to go.

When you GO.....and this is the key - - this pulling out of YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS alone - which is highly refined frequencies of light....this will collapse the system, that particular layer of hell....in a way that could never happen with you there. If you stay - you will be sucked into a lower and lower frequency, because your light has created an alchemy there - - but it is incomplete, because, in this case -  you are the few, they are the many - see? At least usually, this is the case in collapsing layers of hell as I have been experiencing it.

As I am experiencing it.

Note to Twin Flames: Do the job, and then get out before you destroy the relationship.

Twin Flames are usually opposites in many regards, for they are like batteries together which can run and charge, and also blow up a myriad of systems....this is needed in the positive and the negative regard. If you are with your twin and you have been called in to "Collapse Layers of Hell" - then know that your "negative" polarity has been over emphasized during this time - so you can perform this delicate of operations. but know - that you are also "wired" to polarize to the positive - when the time comes (and it will, if you can stick it out) to charge up and ignite a positive reality to "blow-up" --- which can also mean "blow up big for you and yours" - These are delicate times. Know that.

Also know == that YOU CAN BE THE EQUIVALENT OF A TWIN FLAME RELATIONSHIP ALL BY YOURSELF.  -- yes, some of you are that potent, that you have within you the positive and negative charge - balanced and ready to go in any situation and you may be called in to "Collapse a Layer of Hell" (or heaven) - all by your lonesome.
This might not feel very good - as it will seem that you came in as the "taker" or as the "victim" or some other 'lower form' of manifestation, when in fact you have entered the scene with a cosmic mission of epic proportions. Sorry about that - as our numbers increase, we can surely do this faster with bigger groups helping...but for now, you are the Cosmic equivalent of a suicide bomber and the explosives strapped to your chest - except instead of killing people, you are blowing up perceived stagnant realities and bringing in the light of awareness, which might, for a time, feel like a major catastrophe just entered the lives of those in said reality.

That's the deal.

We are what Mother has right now, and so we are doing our jobs with love.

If this is you, like I feel this is me right now,....finding myself in a certain kind of manifest hell....for myself and others around me...it is key to know when the "job is complete" and when to "pull out" before inseminating the reality with too much of yourself so as making it so you cannot get out. Does that make sense??  And sure, if this happens, this is an entirely different mission all together....and I'm not speaking to this one at the moment -Only Hell-Collapsing for now. Cause it's on.

Remember the stages - if you find yourself in a layer of Hell -
1- Know you are on a Mission - Bringing your Awareness there (Become Conscious of it)
2- Acknowledge it as an Illusion - SEE the Unrealness of it (It is not Love)
3- Bring it Love - (offering the alchemical opposite) - Service, Love, Wisdom
4- Get Out - (extract your consciousness - so this layer may collapse)

Sometimes we get caught up in the idea of "saving" or "bettering" the lives of those around us, especially when they seem dire and "in need of us" - - but this is not our job. Some realities just need to be collapsed in order to allow for the Love to come in.

This concludes these instructions.

Let the Alchemy Commence.


Saturday, May 21, 2016

Heartache, Dissolution and the Miraculous Portal They Are...

Some of you know I have been preparing for a bold and brave adventure for the past 7 months. One that would bring me face to face again with someone who helped me unlock a magical gateway into the unknown and fertilized my life with possibility for years and years after.

To get the back-story, I found myself, years ago, in one of those 'rips in time' sort of spaces, the kind that feels like it was only a dream and impossible to repeat...anywhere again, ever, though I would never stop trying. I met a man who would end up being the measuring stick to which all subsequent relationships would size up to (or not) - (totally unfair to any man who would enter my life for years afterward), and I finally realized that if I was going to get on with my life, I needed to face that unclosed chapter, and close it - (or allow it to magically reopen anew). Once and for all.

Have you ever found yourself in a place where every person is straight out of a story book? Where time stands still except for the cycle of the sun and the moon? Where magical powers are activated in you and truly anything is possible? I did. I feel extraordinarily lucky to have found it, to have shared it with others and to have produced multiple poems and writings based on it which have been like the backbone to my spiritual body for so many years. The clincher is....did these magical moments lift me up, higher, forever more for having experienced them??? Or did they end up crippling me when life could not match their significant heights for years after?

I just returned from a soul-journey to Ireland. It was grueling, intense and ever so important to my life evolution. I knew, going into it, that it could go "either way" - that I could find the man with whom I'd fallen in love with all those years ago, and he would either drop everything to be with me again...when our eyes met and the spark rekindled .... OR - he would show himself to be in an entirely different reality, uninterested, or unready to pursue any sort of reality with me...and I would get to find closure after so many years of wondering.

Closure is an important element. Without it, it is as if soul-pieces remain distributed out into past timelines, inaccessible to the present body/mind. Even more importantly, the soul-piece can leave a portion of the heart out of reach, untouchable and incapable of loving fully. I had awareness of my soul-piece missing, but undervalued its significance and effects on the rest of my life and other relationships. It wasn't until making the commitment to go on this journey and close down this alternate timeline that I began to see just how much of my heart was placed back in time.

Ireland was an opportunity for not only release and relief, but a very powerful journey into the past where I faced all the parts of myself that had clung to the magic, the moments and the memories as foundational structures to my inner reality. When I faced the man with whom I fell in love with years ago, it was more shocking to see him, in his current chosen reality, then perhaps for him to see me. Who knows, he seemed pretty shocked. But for me, I was faced with the reality that people do change, even though their soul-essence may remain the same. People can make so many different choices that their "make-up" shifts to reflect something so far from what had previously been embodied that their physical is near unrecognizable.

For me, I realized I had not changed so much, but only deepened and enhanced the magic and the beauty that I had found in that seed moment years ago. For him, he had tucked such magic away, as a secret place in his heart, and gone on to live contrary to such awareness, embracing practicality and "worldy matters" as somehow "above" and preferable to the portal we had accessed years before.  To face such a reality placed me in the delicate position of release, realizing I had a "break-up" to walk through, where my soul had remembered an extension of our union unended - only suspended til a "future time." The present moment I found myself in had to come to terms with the fact that this reality I had held to was no longer the truth. I found myself sobbing in release and a bit humiliated for holding on so long, but at the same time proud and honored to witness such a pivot point in both of our lives.

The transformation that occurred for him during my time there was one of, what I might call epic proportions. For truly when I arrived, he was lacking any "soul shine" - no luster in his eyes, a sadness, a darkness even in his eyes and on his face. Over the days, the light returned to his eyes, the "sparkle" with each memory recalled. What started as resistance became a gentle opening, shock turned to gladness and sadness even. You see, when I arrived, I had also cosmically "timed" my journey with the end of another one for him. His "girlfriend" of several years broke up with him the day after my arrival without even ever meeting me. It wasn't because of me, you see, it just happened to be what was, and after which his appearance reflected a significant youthening phenomenon.

By the last night in Ireland I thought perhaps we'd rounded a corner. He was looking me in the eyes, memories were joyfully recalled and the idea that I was there during this most pivotal time became topic for query. Yet....he clung to an idea of his need for solidarity, that he was "lone wolf" and not relationship material. Where I could see the magic unfurling itself before my eyes, he held the blinders tighter. Resistance and fear kept him retracting from me, and I was certainly not there to "convince" anyone. Life would have to do its magic, I simply had the chore of adjusting and releasing as fluidly as possible in the midst of total discomfort and foreign territory. Which I did as best I could.

Upon return, I found myself without roommates, who suddenly decided, while I was away, that we no longer aligned in purpose and heart. As dishearteneing and shocking as it was to return to, after such a harrowing adventure, I was relieved as well to know the substance behind the experience I had invested the previous 6-7 months of my life to was less than I had believed it to be.

As a portal into a new reality, heartache and life "dissolution" are supreme - for nothing of the previous can remain, therefore opening doors you never considered prior to the destructuring. I would have never thought of moving forward in the ways I am looking at today had all the events and "losses" of the previous 2 weeks not taken place. In a way, I have been blessed with a cosmic reboot, a chance to begin again and imagine my reality anew. Where before things seemed "known" and drawn out in the manifestation scheme, now they are essentially unknown and fresh for the prospect of new visualizations, new dreams, new possibilities, new imaginings.

The journey I took to Ireland was an actual journey for me which included planes, trains, buses, taxi cabs, mile long walks with heavy bags, meetings with strangers, vulnerable honesty with "long lost" friends and tears of unthinkable measure with people I had never before met. Even though mine was a physical journey, it is not unlike the journey of many at this time. For as we move deeper and deeper into the process myself and others refer to as "Ascension" each one of us is being asked to reclaim our soul, to dig deep into the psyche and pull forward the aspects of self that serve the new creation, and to release that which does not enhance the evolution of that being. Trips must be taken into the relative "past" through tunnels of memory and unclosed doors to reveal the true essence one is able to bring forth and shine with. Some individuals must be purged from our lives, and others, whom we thought were no longer "with us" may suddenly again appear present and ready to move ahead on this journey with us.

It is truly an incredible time.

I could never have predicted, several weeks ago, which direction this train would steer. Where before, I thought the insights of the day could show me what was "in the works" - today, I am quite amazed to see certain "smaller players" in my life - as now taking a more prime role, and "larger figures" disappearing completely. It is a trip indeed.

Though we each may take measures to avoid heartache and the complete dissolution of the reality we have "worked so hard" to create, to preserve it at every turn, sometimes all we need is a brilliant cosmic reboot. Sometimes the "worst" moments of our lives are the perfect forest fire which provide the fertile soil of new beginnings, that which we never knew we always wanted. As long as we can allow ourselves to "go through" the black hole of dissolution completely, to trust the unfolding, to "go with the flow" of the breakdown, we will be led forward into the heart of the new....which we could never have imagined in our previous state.

Though I am still in the dissolution state, and unsure where this new road leads, what is "coming," what reality I am entering at the end of the old, I feel a quiet sense of peace, a trust in the process unlike anything I have previously known. It is like a giant sigh of relief, as if I created all the "madness" just to get to this point....knowing my soul knows better what is being created on the other side. The heartache is still fresh, but having gone through a dissolution of epic proportions multiple times in my life, the landscape is not foreign to me, only varied in its manifestations.

My advice - to both myself and others finding themselves in such a position of perceived 'loss' and release - is to BE IN IT. To Let it Be....and see...see what is perculating under the surface, what is rising to the top...as the cream of these rather "churning" experiences. For truly, the inner life is adamant, at this time especially, to come into full-alignment with the potential that exists within each one of us. There is a force, greater than the external mind, which KNOWS - purely and beautifully what this being is destined for....and is pulled, drawn in the direction of that thing - that expression forever more. And if we are out of alignment with that soul-expression...that infinite miracle of manifestation that WE ARE.....we will cause a "detox" in our reality, so as to purge anything "out of alignment" with that truth. And so here we are.

Though I am grateful, I am still moving through the grief of what feels to be betrayal of life. Though I am, on the one hand, trusting and certain that "a better life and reality is just around the corner" and even in this now - showing its face in my present moment  - I am still processing the "losses" and acknowledging the tears. What I am saying is that it is okay, and even crucial to the journey to not "fake" the happiness. But instead, to be in the mess of it - to swim in the pain and check out all the dark places revealing themselves, without fear or abash.

I chopped my hair up with nail scissors, and I am not in the least bit concerned, in this moment, with how that looks to anyone else. I just had to do it. It gave me a freshness I needed, and it let out a bit of aggression. - - This kind of behavior is healthy to the process of change. I am not yelling at my children or blaming anyone for my pain. Yes, there were circumstances which occurred which felt shady and out of alignment with honest living. I see those for what they are, and at the same time, recognize that it all worked "for me" somehow, in order to allow for the new-life emerging. This I must trust, for I truly believe there to be no accidents in the cosmic unfolding of what is. My "Best Life" is always bursting forth from the ashes of the old. . . yours is too.

In the potency of this Sagittarius full moon - the Moon of my "natural" and most potent sign, I choose to sink into the awareness that are showing themselves, to travel deep into the heart of this Now - and to shoot arrows of intention into the light of my own unfolding. . . my remembering, that is moment is all there is - and THIS TOO IS BLISS - - as odd as it may seem, as uncomfortable as it sometimes is....what is magnificent is that Love is still doing its best to BURST through the seams of this eternal moment. My children are bright lights - with beautiful smiles and pure hearts which warm me up and remind me of what is important. Friendships abound, help is on every turn. Genuine hearts exist around me, and I have created a life that is forever blossoming with Love and Miracles - for that I am grateful.

Life does its best to sort out that which is not "your best game" - if you don''t recognize it and do it yourself. Sometimes it is a bit shocking, other times it is no surprise, just screwy timing.

This month, I am diving into the new reality, that is my highest aligned expression yet. . . even though I don't know completely what it is yet - - I do sense art in it....I do sense creativity, music, colors and love. I don't need a romance with a person to fall in love with the Holy Moment unfolding through life with me and my boys. . . Rather, a romance with Life is afoot...unlike I have never known. For that -  - I say thank you heartache, thank you Ireland, thank you abandonment, thank you disillusionment, thank you tears, thank you darkness, thank you friendships dissolving and love unmet, thank you new vision, thank you innocence, thank you possibility, and thank you to the great Unknown.

Thank you - to my readers - for making it this far....and for the unique facet of unfolding reality that YOU ARE. . . and how your life, inevitably overlaps with mine, even in essence. So, for whatever you "get" out of reading this...and whatever magic flows your way....May you be surprised by the miraculous unfolding of Your Life....and may the Next Level - of your Amazingness reveal itself to you This Full Moon - - -This day, and a little bit more every day...

Love & Blissings,